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Ni-ki - hate 🩹

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OK OK OK SO IF THIS TOPIC IS TRIGGERING TO SOMEON PLS DONT READ I LUV U ALL AND CARE BOUT YOU!!

YOUR IMPORTANT TO ME AND MANY MANY MORE PEOPLE REMEMBEEEER!

IF YOU NEED HELP THERES ALWAYS A HELP PHONE NUMBER. DIFFERENT ONE IN EACH COUNRY GOOGLE IT AND YOU CAN TEXT AND CALL VOLONTAIRES THAT WILL ALWAYS READY TO LISTEN AND WONT JUDGE

NEVER THINK YOUR PROBLEM IS DUMB

STAY SAF
Mwah hehe ❤️
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Requested by- Heart_Takerqueen

Sorry it took me a while but it's my first request, it's quite short but I didnt exactly know how to write it
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He felt nothing.
No emotion at all.

But before that numbness, there was pain... a lot of it.

Crying at night, faking smiles at day time. He wanted to get help but was to afraid they'll just think he's being childish and annoying, always disrupting them. At least that's what all the people were thinking.
All the comments and messages, all the hate.

Ni-ki didn't even notice when it all started.

When he distanced himself from his members, his family.

Nor when the blade touched his skin for the first time, and drew droplets of blood. He just wanted to feel something, anything.

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At the moment riki was sitting in the dance studio, the team was having a water break everyone exhausted.

It was weirdly quiet, it's been like that for quite a while now but no one seemed to notice why until now.

'Ki you remember how after one training you took Sunoo by his legs and dragged him along the floor' Jake started laughing, as he recalled the scene.

All the members burst out laughing, accept the maknea himself. He really tried but he couldn't get himself to do so.

He felt burning pain in his wrists from the open wounds,  now covered with long sleeved shirt. He didn't even acknowledge Jay walking up to him all worried after the younger didn't react at all. His face staying emotionless.

The American kneeled down and grab the youngers wrists trying to get his attention. He was about to ask if the dancer was alright, when Ni-ki visibly flinched and pulled his hands away quickly.

'Ki you alright?' Hesseung, as the oldest, questioned already standing by his side the second he saw the weird behavior.

The younger mumbled something in the shape of yeah when someone interrupted him.

'Riki you've been distant a lot lately, your right here but I fell like I'm talking to someone far away, like your mind is never present.' The leader expressed his worries.

'You stopped smiling almost at all, we're all super worried' it was Sunnos voice now'

'Did something happen' another person said, but this time the boy curled in the corner couldn't even recognize who.