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Chapter 5.

I definitely couldn't stop thinking about this mystery girl Andrew was cheating on me with , well if he's actually cheating on me. I went out by the water and sat down on the shoreline and crossed my legs and meditate for a while until Kayla walked up beside me and looked at me funny . Ashley is everything alright ? She sat down next to me and she joined in . I glanced at her saying you understood this is supposed to be peaceful thing right ? . I breathe in then out . Sorry she whispered before copying me and shuts up . I hate him I spoke up . Kayla giggled- trouble in paradise ash . I rolled my eyes- you're not dating a marine I wouldn't except you to get it . Kayla- I am now she says spilling the biggest secret ever . My jaw dropping in the sand - excuse me? . When did he join ? Kayla- I didn't wanna worry you but he joined after Andrew and Ryan went . I'm alone .
I'm definitely not worried about Joe cheating on me. I don't truthfully trust Andrew not to cheat on you . He definitely can't live without sex for a few years Ashley knowing how he is around you . I sighed - yeah I know that's what scares me. Ryan will definitely spy .
Kayla elbowed me - if I were you I'd hookup with him . Ashley - Kayla brown ! I don't play games , I'm not a cheater like he is . That's just screwed up actually. Kayla winks . I rolled my eyes at her - I'm not gonna hookup just because he might possibly be . That's gross ! Kayla - I'd cheat on my man if he cheated on me. He doesn't care then you really shouldn't care . Just then my phone goes off and it's Ryan FaceTime me . Kayla I said . I think you should respond to him she says . Okay I sigh and press talk hey Ryan what's up ?! I try to sound happy. Ryan - we have to talk . He's definitely cheating on you ash .
Kayla asked him - how do you know if he is ? . I caught him by accident in his bed with his mystery girl and unfortunately I know who she is . Who ?! Kayla and I screamed at the same time. Shhhh he says looking around the shower stopped running. It's amber . His ex girlfriend he added when we looked confused. I'm sorry ash they hooked up !!!!
I gotta go I hope you're okay. Thanks for telling me I say with tears in my eyes as he's apologizing again looking sad for me before he hung up. Kayla rubs my back oh hunny it's gonna be okay ! Ashley burst into tears and said I knew everything has changed!!!! .
I definitely think I need to confront him when he's on FaceTime before he gets home .
Even if they just hooked up for fun that's still unacceptable behavior and I definitely do not and absolutely will not stand cheating . He finally got bored in the military I see !!!!
I sat in my bedroom window for hours watching the rain fall heavy down and laughed . I then cried and laughed and cried some more . I definitely was hurting really bad inside and if he knew I knew would he feel guilty? Probably not . That explains everything to me without him saying anything. I cried myself to sleep and Ryan texted but I didn't respond . I took a hot shower and then I cried myself to sleep . The next morning was living hell because Andrew called me and I decided to decline his phone call . I thought it's odd he tried to call me and then I remember why , it's September my birthday in a few days and Kayla or Sarah definitely has already bitched him out and he knows that I know everything. Maybe it's time to pick up his call and tell him everything I knew !!. I felt sick to my stomach but this conversation needs to happen sooner than later on !!!!!!
I texted you and called Ryan's text says . Sorry Andrew just called me I texted I'm going to wait for him to call back then confront him . Ryan texted me- give him living hell !!!!
Looking forward to it I texted him and sure enough Andrew called my phone again and this time it's a FaceTime call and not a regular phone call, hmmm how interesting. I'm praying his side chicks there so I can lose my shit on her to even tho he's at fault here ! .

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