Loverboy (Chris Evans fan fic)

More than a Memory

So here I am:in my apartment thinking. The worst thing possible right now. I tried reading,writing,song writing,but nope. My mind is too busy. I wish it'd shut up sometimes. Just shhh it. I totally just sounded like Chris. Gosh,we've only be dating for about 4 months and I'm already talking like him. I smirk. I don't wike it. I just cracked a joke to myself. Good job,Abbi. His little nephew just started saying that. Once the little boy started talking he's been rather picky. Chris and I only met him together once. Chris has been busy filming and I've been busy writing songs. At the moment,we are both where we met. Knowing Chris,I was sure he was going to do something,but so far nothing. To be honest,I'm rather disappointed about it. I mean,I know he's been trying to do something,but apparently,I'm not in that something. I swore he was itching to say the three words I almost said to him. It was when the weather was warmer and we were two months younger.
FLASHBACK
"ABIGAL ELIZABETH KELLY!" I look up from my songbook startled. Well,looks like my wonderful boyfriend is here. Wait. How did he get a key? I walked down the stairs to the first floor of my loft. "What Christopher Robert Evans?" He looked worried? Furious? Upset? Show me more emotion,Mr.Evans."Your door was unlocked." I looked him. What in Earth,Chris? "Um,okay? The complex is high security." His brows became higher than usual. "How did I get in here,babe?" I knitted my eyebrows;he had a point.I crossed my arms and muttered. "Abbi this is no trivial matter. This is important." I looked at him with my mouth agape and now,my brows have raised. My eyes enlarged significantly. "I didn't say it wasn't important." His mouth formed a straight line,opened,closed,and then,he sighed. He kind of smiled and said,"Listen,I didn't come over here to fight. I'm just worried for you. I mean,I lo-really like you. I can't have you disappear. Not right now anyway." I didn't even catch what he was saying by the end. Lo-really like. Lo-really like. Lo-really like. It kept repeating in my mind over and over. It became a broken record. He loves me? He's kidding. He was gonna say it. Why'd he stop? 2 month. We've only been together for two months. My last realtionship took 7 months to say it. Although,that relationship was toxic.
We need to chill. Chris and I have only been together for 2 months. I don't know why it feels like forever. Everyday he surprises me yet,it's still so familar. Crap. He's staring at me. Crap. Shit. I've been thinking for a while. I look up into his eyes. He's the worrier warrior. I smirk. His brows knit. I back him into the wall and passionately kiss him. Maybe he'll feel the love I have for him in this kiss. I pull back rather breathless with a smile. "I'll cook and you help?" He nods and takes a big breath. I think it might have work.
End of Flashback
I sighed and fully sat up from our bed. We decided to stay in the same hotel room. He's here,but he's studying his lines in the study part of this room. Our room was rather big. It had a legit bedroom,guest bathroom,and a whirlpool. Chris only let me pay a fourth of it. I begged to pay some and a fourth somehow worked. I looked at the clock. It's 2:58. Chris still isn't going to bed. What if he's not studying his lines? Maybe he's done with me. I mean,who would want a girl with commitment,trust issues and has the appearance of me? It'd make sense. I sighed. 3:00. I moved the things I grabbed out trying to entertain myself with and pulled my knees to me while wrapping them with my arms. I wish I knew what Chris was thinking. I put my head down and thought. Of course he's done with me. I mean,look at me. I'm the biggest mess ever. My hair can't be controlled and neither can my life. I mean,I'm a singer. We travel randomly. I spend long hours recording and writing. Maybe my life isn't fit for relationships. Right as that thought came through my face became wet with droplets from the things that see. I,also,suddenly felt arms around me. "Abbi,it's okay. I'm here. It'll all be fine. Let it out. It'll be okay." I finally let up with my crying and look at him. What am I suppose to say? I know you're done with me. I can't say that. Crap crap crap.

Hiiiiiii really long time,but I believe this is one of my long chapters. I really hope you guys like it. Thank you all for taking time to read my stories. I appreciate and I love you all with all of my heart. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT? Okay,I'm done. Luv y'all.