CHILDHOOD LOVE

✨ANXIETY✨

Sunghoon got out of the bed trembling and sweating as he reached to the drawers and took out a bottle of pills as he shoved them in his mouth finally calming down after sometimes.

He sat on the floor for 15-20 mins and then looked at the clock. It was 6:30 in the morning and so he just got up and got ready for his university taking his bag and keys he went out and locked his from room.

Sunghoon lives in a dorm room and it is actually for 2 students but as everyone got their roommates and this was the only room so sunghoon got it and was actually feeling good for having a room to himself and as it was the midterm so no one would come to university so he didn't have to worry about it.

Sunghoon didn't have any friends nor he wanted cause he thought they all are just snakes.
Even though he didn't talk with anyone and no one knows his personality but one day an bully caught him and was trying to bully him but sunghoon beat him up and so no one cares ro mess with him.

Even some girls tried to propose him but he wrote on the love letters:-

I deserve someone better

And the girls would get mad at him and curse at him but did he cared nahh not at all.

He would have given up a long ago but he always remembered what he said:-

If he won't come then I will come and take him with me and never let him go anywhere.

He still felt the same for the younger who would have probably forgotten him a long ago.

With Niki

"Dad I wanna go there I want to meet h-him" Niki said looking down at his feet as an tear dropped out of his eye.
"What about your studies niki?"
His father asked him as he couldn't scold him cause he was the one to give false hopes the niki.

"I will continue my studies there" Niki said not wanting to stay there anymore.
As his father signed heavily and said.
"Ok i cant argue with you anymore, do whatever you want" His father went away from there as Niki immediately ran to his room opening his cupboard and opened the box with had and handmade bead bracelet named "hoon".

Niki still kept the bracelet with him it was the last gift sunghoon gave him before Niki came to Japan. He wore the bracelet and quickly searched for a ticket to Korea as fast as possible.
He found it and it was for tomorrow.

"Wait for me hyung i will be there soon" He said looking at the polaroid of him and sunghoon. With that excitement and hyper feeling of going back to Korea he slept.

On the other hand

Sunghoon who was trying to sleep after a exhausting day of his uni but couldn't even sleep.

After tossing and turning for some hours he got to sleep.

Again he dreamed the same things. His memories with Niki and his mom. He had hope in meeting Niki again but what about his mom he lost her forever and had no one else who could take care of him , he had to grow up on his own. Had to suffer on his own without having anyone by his side.

The next morning came fast and he again had to go there in the most boring place. To his university obviously. He somehow convinced himself and got ready for the uni.

With Niki

Niki being excited to go he packed his stuff and went to the airport. After checkout he finally sat in the plane and thought to himself:-

Will he remember me?

A sad smile plastered on his as he shrugged the thoughts away.
After reaching to Korea he took in a deep breath.

He looked at his phone and widened his eyes. He immediately got a can and drove to the university. And unfortunately he didn't wear his bracelet but did keep it in his luggage.

After an 15 mins drive he arrived at his destination and got off from the can as his jaw dropped after looking at the university.

He walked inside trying to find the office but was now lost in the big building. He saw a tall handsome boy in front of him and thought to himself :-

He looks familiar

But shrugged his thought and asked the boy. "Hey would you mind tell me where is the office?" The boy looked at him with cold eyes but soon his expression changed to a soft one and said.
"Go straight and take a left" His voice was not soft yet not rude.
Niki smiled and bowed.
"Thanks" He said as he made his way towards the office.

Sunghoon's pov

Shitty place with shitty people. I thought to myself after the proff told me to get out from his class just because I glared a boy who was talking shit about me.

I was walking in the hallway not looking up but looking at the floor as I heard someone talk to me. I looked up and my heart melted after seeing the boy in front of me.

Same feeling I got when I saw him "my riki" But then I realized that it can't happen so I just told him whatever he was asking and he went away.

This can't be him, right? Or maybe he can. Was the only thing going in my head for the rest of the day. After managing to somehow survive the day I got to my drom but to my shock it was not locked.

I went inside about to throw hands at whoever it was. I got in quietly and checked the whole from but didn't saw anyone but then I looked at the other bedroom door which was slightly open so I got in and saw the same boy sleeping on the bed peacefully.

I got near him and looked at his face it looked familiar. I looked around in his room and found a familiar box I went to it and opened it. My eyes got filled with tears as I immediately went to my room without saying a word or waking him up.

Will he remember me if he sees me. I hope he does but until then I won't tell him.

I thought to myself before an smile made its way on my face as I thought of his face.
He has become more cuter than before. I wanna hug him so badly. But I won't. Let's just wait for him to remember me ig.

Heyy! Lovely readers!

Sorry cause it's not that good!

I hope you will like it.

And hope you're doing well!

Love u

              -DYNAMY💓☺