It's the nickname I gave him in childhood. Back then he used to love cookies and I too loved it. He didn't share it with anyone. But he would willingly give his dear cookies to me just to see my smile.
"Purple " His voice comes out. Broken.
"Ye sahi nahi hain. Main aur tum. Kaise? Tum mere bare mein sab janne ke baad bhi kai--....no no I can't ruin your life"I said desperately.
" Kyu nahi,yn? I love you and that's what I only know. " He said hugging me tightly.
Author's POV:
"Tum toh sab janti ho firbhi kyu aise kar rahi ho, Jungkook. I'm sorry. I can't do this."Yn said and detangles herself from him and left the room.
Meanwhile in the room Jungkook falls onto the ground crying his heart out. He loves her beyond imagination still the stupid fate can't let her be his.
'Why? Why me?' this is the only question came to jungkook's mind.
On the other hand Yn went downstairs and saw Jungkook's parents along with hers was talking casually
"Pull your emotions together,Yn. You can't be this weak. You can't" yn mumbled to herself and plastered a fake smile on her face.
Just then Sridhi noticed yn descending down stairs and called her to sit with them.
Yn went to Sridhi and sat beside her.
"Are you free next week,yniie..?" Sridhi asked with a soft smile.
Yn managed her expression and gave a nod.
"Hum log agle hafte mere bua ke waha jane wala hai..bohot din ho gya usse koi mulaqat nhi hua..aur woh bhi bohot bar hume Jane koh keh raha hai isliye humne decide Kia ki mein,tere papa,Aryan,tu,Sridhi,jiju aur jungkook beta jaunga waha. Aur Rehan toh ja nhi sakte hai abhi kyuki uske kuch jarori kaam hai.." Ruchika, Yn's mother,said.
"Okay.." yn said
After some chit chat they left for their house.
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Reaching house,yn straight went to her bedroom and locked the door wanting some time alone especially after today's incident.
Yn's POV:
I leaned onto the headboard and closed my eyes. Trying hard to not think about Jungkook. But all i can see when I close my eyes is Jungkook's face and his words.
Why my life has to be this hard God?
Why me?
Can't I ever be happy?
I hate this feeling! Where
I can neither be with Jungkook nor bear the thought of him to be with someone else.
Someone who's not me.
Why couldn't I fucking confess years ago.
When everything was fine.
Whyyyyyy!??!!!
I didn't realise when tears started streaming down my cheeks.
Silent tears are the most hurting feeling.
Isn't it?
It can ruin you whole but still
You can't say a single word about how it destroys you.
I don't know when I fell asleep that night. Maybe i wore myself out to sleep.
Well today I have to go university.
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Hayran Kurgu"You were never supposed to BE MINE,but I made you mine anyway.." -Main Male Lead What will happen when The woman who considered herself as a curse gets married to a man who has been praying for her for last...
