Ego - Emily Engstler

should I be worried ?

My alarm started going off which meant it was time to get up.The weather today was more gloomy than hot. Dark thunder clouds were in the sky and it said it was going to rain today.I got to the bathroom and did my morning routine and did a light make up look since i was still going to go get some digitals taken.

I put on a pair of white washed straight cut jeans and a tight fitting wjote tee.I put on a cute hoodie and a bunch of jewelry, to make the look less boring. At this point Kai Had already texted me to say she was on her way to the breakfast spot.

She said that she will send me the address of the spot but when I looked at the address I noticed that it was the same spot we went to with Paige and Emily.I haven't heard anything from Emily, not even a 'hey'.

I sprayed some perfume on and left the house.The rain was pouring down so it took me 10 minutes extra to get to the restaurant. When I got there I saw Kai sitting with a cute pink scarf around her neck that matched her bag.

"Well don't you look cute this morning." i state hugging her tight. "I missed you, we have so much to talk about" " tell me about it" i say. We ordered drinks to start off, both of us got hot chocolate, you are never too old for hot chocolate.

"So how is everything with you and paige?" I question while sipping my hot chocolate.
"Everything is actually good, she treats me so well." she says with a goofy smile on her face.
" You are so hooked girl" I say with a small laugh. I'm happy to see Kai happy again, it has been so long since she has let someone in. "she invited me to the final game in a few days. After that they will go on break for a while, don't worry you don't have to come if you really don't want to." She said with a reassuring smile, which I was very grateful for especially since things were pretty weird right now.

"I actually wanted to ask you something else, but please don't get mad" oh no here we go. "Should I be worried?" I say, eyeing her down. " I should be the one worried," she said in a hushed tone, thinking I didn't hear her.

"Well since you are ok with Paige and there is no bad blood between the two of you i was wondering if Paige can come on the trip with us next week." she said with pleading eyes.
"I get you guys want to spend time together but I am not going to be a third wheel on a holiday WE planned." I'm not trying to be harsh but that was the truth i was not in the mood for my holiday to be jeopardized to benefit them.

"I promise you won't feel like a third wheel, we'll make sure of it, we will still do all the fun things we planned together." she said with a genuine smile.I know Kai is not trying to sabotage the holiday and i know she's just doing this to keep exploring her relationship with Paige. " As long as I am not a third wheel, it will be good." "Thank you Thank you" she says and gets up to hug me.

We finish off breakfast and both leave. I start driving to the agency while Brent is playing in the car, I hum along to some of the lyrics.

I arrived at the agency and my agent told me that I will have to go to Milan in 2 months because a big brand has requested me, but she didn't tell me who yet because it's supposed to be a surprise. She said she'll tell me closer to the time. I was obviously super excited but also a bit nervous because I had no idea who it could be.

We took some digitals and said goodbye, on my way home I decided to stop at Target to get a few last minute trip items. When I got there I immediately bolted to the skincare and hygiene area. I got a few face masks, serums, baby wipes, hand sanitizers, a brand new soap just for the trip and a few lip balms. They didn't have my favorite moisturizer so I decided to just get that tomorrow.

I made my way to self check out and paid for all my things. I got home quicker than I thought I would and hopped straight into the shower. Since it was pretty cold today I took a hot shower and put on some warm pajamas. Instead of ordering food like I mostly do I decided to make some pasta. Once that was done a took a picture of it, yes I take pictures of my food, and posted it on Instagram

Once I finished my food I decided to check social media and I noticed Emily had posted a picture of her at the restaurant I was at earlier. That's weird, why would she go back there, but also why can't she.

30 min later

Why was I doing this, I was currently on my way to that restaurant to see what Emily was doing. Before I went I messaged Paige and asked her where Emily was and she said that Emily was going on a date. A DATE really, after we were seconds away from having sex a few days ago.

I arrived at the restaurant and walked straight into the restaurant, I didn't see her immediately I looked around and I couldn't see her anywhere.
She wasn't here, of course she wasn't. She probably left but then I saw her walking out the bathroom looking disheveled and trailing behind her was that slut of a waiter with hickeys scattered on her neck going down to her chest.I was beyond shocked, when did they get to know each other.

I walked to the exit and made direct eye contact with Emily, she looked shocked to see me all I could do was mouth. "Enjoy"

END OF CHAPTER
GUYS I AM SO SORRY MY PARENTS SURPRISED MY SIBLINGS AND I WITH A EUROPE TRIP, WE ARE CURRENTLY IN GREECE AND WE ARE GOING TO PARIS SOON. I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT UPDATING BUT I WAS ENJOYING MY TRIP. I STILL AM BUT I EDIT WHEN I CAN.
bye 🤍