It was a Saturday. Juiko and I were walking in the park. We were holding hand as friends. Then we bumped into this girl. I had a bad feeling as soon as Juiko asked her if she wanted to be friends with us. I also though he was a lunatic for wanting to be friends with a stranger that we just bumped into.
The girls name was Sonima. He got so absorbed with learning about her he forgot I was there until I got too uncomfortable being left out. "Hey Jui? I'm going to go home I'm not feeling well... I will talk to you later." I said with sadness and loneliness in my voice.
"Okay Ramici bye." He said with slight confusion but also distant.
As I walked home I kept thinking about how he reacted when he saw that girl. It was like he was placed under a spell. He never acts that way. I pushed that thought out of my head as I opened my front door.
I walked through the disgusting, beer and weed smelling, broken home. I walked past my mom who had two guys on top of her. Neither was my father. I made it to my room which was one of the only clean rooms. I threw my bag on the floor and fell on my bed.
I stared at my pictures on the wall with Juiko. I had been seeing him different recently. I want him to hold me and... Kiss me. I don't know why I see him that way. I sighed and held onto my plushy as I fell asleep.
I woke up to a bunch of texts from Juiko. They were all about how he thinks he likes this girl he met yesterday. I playfully texted him [ur crazy Jui] but deep down I felt heart broken and empty. I cried into my pillow thinking that I'm a bad friend to him and I have to accept he has the right to other friends.
My mom walked in covered in some weird substance and she beat me harder than usual. I guess the two men didn't satisfy her. I smiled as I felt her create worse wounds on my body.
I left the house and saw Juiko hanging out with Sonima. He looked happy. I put my blanket over my head and went to my favourite spot. It was under a bridge and the sweet thing is nobody goes there. I then go a text from a random number.
[Stay away from Juiko unless you want to be hurt. He is mine and I will replace you like you never existed.]
I thought nothing of it and then felt a tap on my shoulder. It was Juiko and Sonima. Juiko sat next to me and smiled.
"Ramici! Guess what! Sonima and I are now dating!" He said so happy that it crushed me more.
I held back tears as he kissed her. Something is wrong here with Juiko. His eyes look empty for some reason. I smiled to fool him. He believed it and again I left to go to my house like the day before.
When I got home my dad threw me into my bedroom and he looked... Hungry? He pinned me to the wall and 5 minutes later he left me feeling violated and scared.
