Ends with Us

Together?

I laughed to myself, honestly it's not like I lied I'm genuinely doing it for the money whats the point of living if you don't have what's the most important thing in life.

"But Valerie!! family and health!!!" it's all bullshit, the only thing my family bought me was misery and difficulty living, and health?

how the fuck are you suppose to take care of your health if you don't have the money? hospital bills? money. medicine? money. nothing is free in this world besides suicide.

Life isn't all rainbows and sunshine, you only realize that when you actually face it, it's just the truth and no one is ready to admit that.

Jenny: Ooo.. this book is interesting!

Valerie: Which?

I walked over to her, she was holding a book that I never even seen before.

Valerie: Teenage dreams? I don't even remember having this book in this store.

Jenny: I don't know, it looks interesting I wanna read it!

Valerie: Go for it, I'll get back to work. shout me if you need something I'll be in the front desk.

Jenny: Alright!

[5 HOURS LATER]

Valerie: Hey, you ready to leave?

Jenny: Already??

Valerie: What thr fuck do you mean "already" yes already I have another shift to catch.

Jenny: Fineeee..

She got up after acting like a stubborn kid, we made our way out.

Jenny: How many jobs do you have jeez...

Valerie: Gotta do what I gotta do.

Jenny: Do you ever just feel like running off somewhere and starting a new life and leaving all this behind..

Valerie: Why do you say that?

Jenny: I don't know.. just this doesn't feel like the life's we deserve.

Valerie: What do you mean?

Jenny: You know.. it's whatever..

Valerie: alright then..

Except it wasn't alright, and I knew what she meant exactly and she isn't wrong this life just doesn't feel right almost like i don't belong here anymore, feeling the need to run away and finally be free starting a new life with people you actually like, it's a dream. and I don't know if I can ever make that happen sadly.

I'm still a kid, not mentally but physically it's not my fault I grew too fast. I don't deserve to be thinking about starting a new life already when mine barely even started. except it did and the suffering only begin when I was 13.

How lovely is this world.

Valerie: You wanna do it together?

Jenny: Together..?

Valerie: Yeah, I get what you mean I just chose to act stupid.

Jenny: Fuck off..
We laughed together, she's really someone I'm ready to start a new life with. I appreciate her alot despite us knowing eachother for too less.

Sometimes you really just need someone to smooth things up, exactly why I wanna do it with you Jenny, Together.