My brother's best friend - Mattheo Riddle x oc

Chapter 3 - panic attacks in the bathroom and getting sorted

Leyanne pov

when the door locks i just sit on the floor of the cubicle because i don't want my brother to kill either of us.

"this was a one time thing ok? my brother will kill both of us if we do it again or get into a relationship and he finds out" i hiss at Mattheo

"ok then sure" he says plainly, then i remember we are stuck in here for twenty minutes together

I then start a fire in my hands with my powers and start bouncing it from one hand to the other while thinking

"what the fuck?" I hear Mattheo say in concern and that's when i remember, no one is supposed to know...

!!!!!! TW Panic attack and mention of drugs (prescribed)!!!!!!

i start to panic alot and then i cant breathe. Fuck , im having a panic attack, I look over at a confused Mattheo until i see it click for him.

"im going to go get Theodore" he says and runs out the door in search for my brother

i stay alone and struggle to breathe, fuck i shouldn't have had that coffee this morning, i was already anxious this morning and i knew it wasn't a good idea but did it anyway, what the fuck is wrong with me. i thought, spiraling. shit, think of what Elena taught me, just hum your favourite song she said its scientifically proven to help with anxiety. problem is, is that i cant breathe enough to hum. Just them Theodore can running in with Mattheo behind him, Theodore immediately jumped into action coming over to me while Mattheo just stood there unsure what to do

"ok Leya, we are going to take some nice deep breathes alright? breathe in, 1, 2, 3, 4 hold 1, 2, 3, 4 and breathe out 1, 2, 3, 4. good now do it again, Breathe 1, 2, 3, 4 hold 1, 2, 3, 4, and breathe out 1, 2, 3, 4," Theodore said while hearing my breathing become more slowed,

"good job sis, did you take your pills this morning?" he asked once my breathing was almost back to normal, I nod to his question

"both of them?" he asked looking at me seriously

"yes i did but i was a dumbass and drank coffee after and i know that cancels out both Zoloft and Buspirone but i was already anxious and didnt think, i know it was dumb of m-" i rambled and got cut off by my older brother

"sis, you need to stop doing that, its not good for you, you need your meds to work properly and they don't when you drink caffine" he said not looking upset with me which was nice.

"i kinda feel like im intruding here..." Mattheo said awkwardly, to be honest i kind of forgot he was here, and then i realised that he knew i had anxiety and depression or atleast he would have guessed based on the pills i have to take. shit. shit. shit.

"stop stressing, its alright" my brother said to me

i knew he was going to ask the other question but i didnt want him to with mattheo here 

Can you please not ask the other question with mattheo here.

i say in theodores mind 

why?

because i dont want him to know, we all agreed not to tell anyone remember?

well are you on any other drugs right now?

no

good

after theodore and mattheo left, i slipped back into my own thoughts, atleast not right now im not, i thought adding onto my answer to theodore's question before.