My brother's best friend - Mattheo Riddle x oc

Chapter 8 - I fucked up

Leyanne pov

I turned around to see mattheo with a cigarette hanging out one side if his mouth. I went to sit next to him and took the lit cigarette out of his mouth and had a few puffs of it.

ghed with relief, seeing it was mattheo but that relief soon turned to confussion

"how- you were in our dorm-" i questioned not being able to finish any of my sentences

"pillows, Tom often checks to make sure im asleep, i dont sleep well " mattheo confesses

"me either" i reply and reach into the hoodie i grabbed from my bed and pulled out a lighter and the blunt, then lit it and started taking puffs. if i couldn't sleep at least i could get high?

Mattheo held his hand out signaling he wanted to take some puffs of it and we kept taking puffs and passing it to each other for a while, talking in between. until Mattheo got a call on his phone (most people have phones in this book) and he accepted it.

"What do you want"

"the fuck do you mean, you need me to do something for you?"

"ok fine I'll see you there"

and with that being all i heard from the call, Mattheo hung up and turned and exited the astronomy tower.

We sat there for a while in silence until mattheo spoke up

"You know I wasn't joking when I said you were beautiful right?" He whispered to me

"Really?" I asked hopeful that someone found me attractive

"Yup, I've found you pretty since I first saw you" he continued

"Your not so bad yourself you know" I said and got up to go back to our room to attempt to go back to sleep

time skip a few days later

I woke up sweating and screaming. It was three in the morning. Fuck, the nightmares are coming back. The ones of my dad hurting me, most of the scars on my body were from him. I frequently had nightmares about him. Shit I forgot about mattheo, I hope I didn't wake him up. I looked over at his bed and saw that he wasn't there, he was probably still at the tower. I don't want to disturb him, I'll go get Theodore again. He told me to get him if I have a nightmare.

I walked to theodores dorm with Blaise and Draco, I shook him awake and led him outside and broke down. He immediately knew what was wrong. He comforted me. I couldn't get back to sleep so I wondered around the castle until it was 6am, then I went and got changed to go to the great hall because it was mail day.

time skip a few days later

Mattheo had been avoiding me for days now, i hadn't been taking it very well. I relapsed and went back to drugs and day-drinking to deal with my life, there was so much going on right now, i had also stopped eating properly again.

i went to breakfast and sat down, poured a cup of orange juice and discreetly took my meds for anxiety and depression, i needed to get my prescription renewed soon...

It was normal for me to just have a cup of orange juice and leave, i started doing it more recently at almost every meal and no one but my brother noticed. or so i thought.

"Are you alright Annie" Tom pulled me aside and looked at me with a concerned look.

"yeah I'm fine" i said as brightly as i could.

"hey leyanne, there is a party later today, are you going?" pansy asked me after us not having time to speak for two weeks.

"yeah sure" i respond. could be fun

time skip to getting ready before the party

Mattheo hadn't been in our dorm for ages, so i could get changed out in the main room.

this is what i chose to wear.

(if you dont like, think of something else)

TW Sexual content mentions (not full on smut)

but just as i was about to get changed the door opened, i turned, naked and saw Draco, staring with a smirk. I walked over to him and he held my waist and i felt him getting hard beneath me. i walked him to my bed and pushed him down, straddling him.

they fucked and it was nice (cant be bothered to write smut rn, maybe soon)

i turned to stand up and actually could walk, i had a bit of a limp but not much. now don't get me wrong, Draco was good at sex but he just wasn't as good as Mattheo for me. Mattheo made me orgasm so hard i almost blacked out. but then again he was avoiding me. I ushered Draco out so i could get changed. I got changed and then headed to Pansy's and used to be my room. When i arrived we walked to the common room together and as soon as we entered i grabbed a few shot glasses and lined then up, pouring tequila into all of them. there were twelve glasses to split between me and Pansy. I drank 7 and pansy gave up after five. I wasn't drunk yet but pansy was, I have a really high alcohol tolerance so it took a lot to get me drunk.

I had so many full cups of various alcohol that i lost track of them all, my favourite was raspberry vodka though, i had quite a few of them. my words were starting to slur more but i still wasn't very drunk, just a bit. I had decided to drown myself in alcohol (i know thats not a good idea but still) and had more and more alcohol to stop myself from feeling the pain.

the next morning

I sat down and watched the chaos of the owls until one dropped three letters infront of me.

the first one said

Miss Leyanne Nott

i regret to inform you that your sister Cassidy Nott was found dead at Nott manor last night.

im afraid the cause of death is unknown for now.

im sorry for your loss

Franklin

that broke my heart when i read that, im guessing that the death had something to do with my father, whether he flat out killed her or she died from his abuse. I loved my little sister, she was my world, i still have two letters left to go though...

the second one said

Hello leyanne,

you will be getting married to Draco Malfoy at the end of the year,

the Malfoy's offered me a large sum of money for it.

im not sorry

Tiberius Nott.

and the last one said

HEY BITCH,

how have you been at that boring ass good girl school your dad sent you to?

jk, ik its shit

Anyways, we are having a party at 11.30pm on the 19th of march (tomorrow)

love yah

Mills

the first two letters broke my heart but the last one just made me angry.

i have anger issues so this wont end well...

i walked over to Draco and punched him in the face