"What do you mean!.. I'm sincere of my worry.."Dazai tried convincing Chuuya."Tch,a bastard like you wouldn't be once emotionally sincere in your life.You're a selfish,fake and self-absorbed piece of crap.Why would I ever believe that you're worried about me?."
Dazai's eyes widen,but that's not all he's about to hear.
Chuuya turned away and faced the wall as he speak.
"If you want to toy around with me,think twice.Go find another person to toy around with.."He stutters between sentences due to his devastating and exhausted state.The silence was broken.
"Leave,Dazai."He said,COLDLY.
Dazai obliged Chuuya's instructions for the first time in his life,leaving the room quietly.
Chuuya was stun.Dazai has never followed or listened to what he said,is he perhaps under a spell?
Chuuya thinks about it as he closes his eyes and drifts off to sleep.
||||THE NEXT DAY :||||
The rays of sunlight passed through the space of window in the private ward.Birds were chirping happily and loud enough to wake the ginger up.
Chuuya opened his eyes and tried waking up,which is a total fail.He felt a sharp feeling as he breathe in.
He squeaked.
He doesn't have any memory of yesterday,it was all blurry.Maybe it was a dream?But he denied it,he remembered a specific situation that was rather realistic.
He suddenly had a flashback.
"What do you mean!.."
"Leave, Dazai."And the conversation happens swiftly.
Chuuya felt bad for Dazai,but he doesn't at the same time.Why would Dazai fake his emotion while Chuuya is in this current state? That's just selfish.He thoughts to himself.
The peace was disturbed by a knock on the door.
He immediately turned his gaze to the source of the door knob clicking and unlocked.
His gaze soften as he figured out who came.
"Hello,Ane-San..Good morning.What brings you here?"
"Ah,good morning to you too Chuuya."
She said softly.
Kouyou,a delicate yet fierce woman,standing right before Chuuya's ward bed.He indeed know why's Kouyou here..Maybe there is a new mission or perhaps a war between an opposing organization against the Port Mafia declaring soon?
The woman speak soothingly.
"Chuuya dear,are you feeling well?I brought you some porridge and tofu soup to eat."
Chuuya waited.....And waited....
HAH?Where's the war declaration?Where's the mission?"Calm down young man,I know what you're thinking of.There isn't any mission or war.I only came here to visit you.Who will inform you of that kind of thing when you're in this tragic state? "She stated.
Well...He will eat now he guess.Kouyou handed him the food container and helped him pour the soup in a bowl she brought along.
After Chuuya finished eating,they converse about their life and even gossip,Chuuya is quite surprised himself for having so much energy in this state.
After a few hours,Kouyou finally left.
Chuuya planned to go sleep when suddenly another knock was heard on the door.
Who the hell is visiting me at this hour?!He muttered to himself.As the door opened,his face suddenly show the expression of disgust.
Mhm,yes.. It's indeed Dazai visiting him.It seems like he wouldn't give up pretending to care at all.He even has a bouquet of flowers in his hand?...
Dazai greets Chuuya.
"Hello Chuuya,how are you feeling?" Dazai tried sounding happy.
Chuuya didn't answer and instead,look out the window.
The brunette spoke again.
"Chuuya,...Quit it please...I hate seeing you not talking to me..."
"What are you doing here?." The ginger asked nonchalantly.
"I stopped by a flower shop to buy some flowers for the Agency,but then I saw a bouquet of Camellia flowers..Your...Favourite..."He said shyly.
"Why would you buy it for me?Is it to make your act of caring for me more believable?"
Dazai went quiet,so did Chuuya.
"Dazai,lea-"
Dazai was holding Chuuya's hand.
"I'm sorry partner....I'm sorry for not being there to nullify your corruption in time... I'm sorry that you're in this state,and it's because of me...That's why I'm trying to fix it.."
He stopped for a few seconds.
"Give me...a chance...Please?"
Chuuya looked at Dazai with pity.Maybe he should give him a chance after all....
Dazai lifted his head to shockingly see him...CRYING?..
"BASTARD! WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!"
He tried screaming in a worried tone."Chuuya won't forgive me..."He sobbed.
Chuuya has never seen Dazai cried before..Dazai is the type of person who doesn't show his real emotion..And he certainly doesn't cry easily and openly.Why's the ginger an exception?
Chuuya sighed
"Oi fish,come closer a bit.."
Dazai nodded slightly and shifted closer to Chuuya,the brunette sat in the Seiza position and stare at Chuuya.
"You're lucky I'm giving you a second chance..Dang it..You always find a way for yourself.."
Chuuya slowly lifted his hand and bent it.He then put his hand on Dazai hair and started caressing Dazai's hair gently.
"Chibi is so mean for telling me to leave yesterday.."He sobbed once more.
"It isn't my fault that you don't sound convincing that you're actually worried about me..."
They stayed silent and secretly enjoyed??Each other's company.After what seems to be an hour,Chuuya fell asleep.
"Thank you Chuuya for giving me a chance.."Dazai whispered as he looked at Chuuya with his hazel eyes.
He proceeded to put the bouquet of flowers on the table in the ward.He then slowly closed the door and made sure Chuuya doesn't wake up to the noise.

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Cure The Broken (SOUKOKU)
FanficChuuya used corruption and Dazai almost failed to nullify him,which took side effects.Chuuya's on the verge of death and Dazai is very worried, dive right into the story and embrace the sadness..