MY SEVEN CRUEL MAFIA STEP BROTHERS (G/T)

Chapter 9

A/n's POV

Mr. Kim called Jin and asked him to drive his brothers and Y/n to XXX mall, Jin had all his brothers called trough the intercom, but he went to get Y/n by himself since he didn't want anyone knowing he was siblings with her. When he arrived at her class, she was there and the teacher said she left during lunch,

"Hyung where is it?" Tae asked when he saw Jin returning empty handed. Jungkook who was standing behind him didn't like it when Taehyung referred to Y/n as an it but he didn't say anything and just kept quiet.

"The teacher said she left during lunch," Jin replied, they looked at him shook except Jungkook who was aware,

"So she bunked all her afternoon classes," Jimin said 

"Yoongi drive all of you to XXX mall, dad is waiting for us there, I'll call one of the guards to drive me home," Jin said he didn't want to do it but he had no other choice or their dad would be mad at them. The lat thing they want is to face Mr. Kim's wrath.

"that little bitch already causing troubles for us," Ho-seok said trough gritted teeth,

"you guys leave cause I think they are already at the mall, I'll meet you guys there," The others left while Jin called one of the guards to pick him up,

With Yoongi,

" I really don't want this married to happen," Jimin said

"Me too," Tae said

"Me three," Ho-Seok supported his brothers

"What do we do Hyung?" Tae asked

"I think we should threaten Y/n," Namjoon said

"Her mom seems to like her, so she'll listen if she tells her she doesn't want the wedding to happen," the rest of the ride was silent until they arrived at the mall, they spotted their parents and went up to them,

"Where is your brother and your sister?" Mr. Kim asked when he noticed Jin wasn't with them and neither was Y/n

"Jin Hyung went to get her," Yoongi replied

"Get her? What do you mean weren't you guy supposed to arrive together?" Mr. Kim asked glaring at his sons thinking that they had done something to the poor soul and Jin stayed behind to clean up their mess

"She went back home at lunch without any of our knowing," Yoongi said and Mrs. Kim forwned

"Why?" he asked

"We don't know?"

With Jin

Jin arrived at the mansion and was greeted by maids

"Where's Y/n?" Jin asked one of the maids

"Miss Y/n is upstairs," she said

"You may leave," she nodded and bowed before leaving, Jin made his way upstairs to Y/n's room, he opened the door roughly and stomped towards Y/n's little house, ripping the roof off, she was peacefully sleeping, he roughly grabbed her off the bed in a tight fist, and brought her up to his eyes,

Y/n's POV

We arrived at the mansion and the guard helped me to my house, 

"Thank you, sir," i said with a bow and he smiles before leaving I limbed into my house and made my way to the stair, I looked up at the long set of stairs, this is gonna take a while,

Time skip

I flopped on my bed tired and changed, I couldn't help but start to think of my encounter with that giantess from earlier, what did she mean by stay away from her Oppas, my first day and I already have myself my personal bully, perfect just perfect, this is what I needed to complete my already ruined life first I'm stuck with seven giants that hate me, then I'm condemned to go to the same hell as them, and on my first day I already met my personal torturer. and I twisted my ankle, life couldn't get any better,

I laid on my bed and was about to close my eyes went my room door was suddenly slammed open, I was startled and quickly sat up and saw my mom glaring me I was confused,

"Moth-" I was caught off when a harsh slap landed on my face, I was shocked at the same time not surprised, my face was tinging as I slowly looked at her, I could feel myself slipping, no no no, I can't not in front of her,

"You little brat who gave you the right to bunk all afternoon classes Huh? answer me"  she yelled, I flinched at the loudness of her voice

"I d-didn't m-me-" I stutter but she caught me off

"How dare you speak back at me you little wretch," again she raised her hand and it landed on my right cheek again, it was starting to hurt really bad

"Your nothing but a fucking disgrace, I should have just left you with him," a disgrace, that what I am and what I'll always be, I can never satisfy her, I knew it was all an act, her suddenly acting nice to me, I knew it I should even be here, 

"You grounded for a week, no leaving this room no matter what," with that she turned and left slamming the door hard behind her as I heard it lock. I managed to stand up and limp into the washroom, I looked at myself in the mirror, the side of my face was swollen and red, tears started pouring down my face.

I can't take this anymore why is life so cruel? All I want is someone to love me someone who actually cares , is that too much to ask? Why does everyone hate me? am I really that much of a disgrace. I shouldn't even exist I was a mistake, a terrible mistake that can't be corrected. I should have just ended all this when I had the chance. 

I grabbed the blade and dug it into my skin and the demons in my head got to their daily work  and I started cutting my self

"You are useless,"

and made another cut

"You are a disgrace,"

another cut

"A terrible mistake,"

another cut

"You don't deserve to be happy,"

another cut

"No one will ever love you,"

Another cut

"you don't deserve to be alive"

Another cut

"Kill yourself no one cares, it will only help everyone around you,"

After five more cuts on my wrist, i took out some sleeping pills and swallowed five, i took out a mask not being able to look at my ugly face, I hope that will finish the job I bandaged up my wounds and limbed over to my bed maybe if I sleep it will make it easier, I flopped on my bed, and closed my eyes, letting my years continue to fall as i buried my self under the heet soon the pill started to kick in and i started falling asleep.

I hope I don't have to wake up.

To be continued.......................................................................