Chapter 17 • Panic Attack

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* The next day *
* Isla-Wren's POV *

I wake up and hear talking then realise I am cuddled into something and cuddle more into it when I hear a chuckle and someone strokes my hair much makes me pull my head up and open my eyes to see Lucy
Lucy: good morning Beautiful
I smush my head back into her tummy and she runs my back as her and Keira chat for a few more minutes.
Lucy: Hey Iz
I look up at her
Lucy: How would you like to have a mummy daughter day?
My eyes widen and I nod excited then look over at Keira
Isla-Wren: What about Kei?
Lucy: she's gonna stay home and sort out your bedroom
I look at Keira excited and she nods so I hug her
Isla-Wren: Thank you
Keira: No problem kiddo
She says and kisses my head

Lucy: Right, shall we get breakfast?
She asks after a few moments and we all agree so go downstairs and me and Lucy sit at the kitchen island whilst Keira makes breakfast then we eat together.

After breakfast, Lucy Is washing up and asks
Lucy: Hey Iz, do you want to go shopping? We could get you some more clothes?
Isla-Wren: If you want to
Lucy: I want to do whatever you want to do
I smile at her then nod
Isla-Wren: Ok, let's get done then
Lucy and Keira laugh
Lucy: Ok, I'm coming
I run upto my room and get changed into my everyday outfit then I grab Jeff and go to Lucy and Keira's room where I see Keira
Keira: You ok bubs?
I nod and walk over to her
Isla-Wren: Can you do my hair?
Keira: Of course Iz, what would you like?
I think for a second before saying
Isla-Wren: piggy buns please
Keira: I think I can do that, sit down
I sit down Infront of her and she does my hair like this

After breakfast, Lucy Is washing up and asksLucy: Hey Iz, do you want to go shopping? We could get you some more clothes?Isla-Wren: If you want toLucy: I want to do whatever you want to doI smile at her then nodIsla-Wren: Ok, let's get done thenLu...

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Keira: And ... Done
Isla-Wren: Thank you
I turn to look at her
Keira: No problem Kiddo
Isla-Wren: Lucy's taking forever
I groan and Keira laughs
Keira: She is a slowpoke isn't she
I nod and as if her ears where burning, Lucy walks in all done
Keira: Speak of the devil
She laughs which makes me giggle
Lucy: what are you two laughing about?
Isla-Wren: nothing
I say nonchalantly as me and Keira stop laughing
Lucy: nothing?!
I nod
Lucy: hmph
She says and turns around with her arms crossed so I go over to her and hug her
Isla-Wren: I'm sorry, I love you mummy
I feel Lucy freeze and I to freeze as I realize what I said
Lucy: what did you just call me?
I get scared and back away annoyed with myself for ruining it already and Lucy turns around as I feel the wall behind me and I see her walking over to me so I drop to the floor and curl up in a ball as I start to hyper ventilate feeling terrified.

* Lucy's POV *

I was playing around with Isla when I heard her say
Isla-Wren: I'm sorry, I love you
I freeze shocked and emotional then I ask her
Lucy: What did you just call me?
And suddenly I feel her let go of me so I turn around to see her backing away so I carefully step closer to her saying
Lucy: What's wrong Izzy?
She just falls down the wall and curls up into a ball so I run over to her and rub her arm which she flinches away from my hand so I quickly pull it away shocked and sad
Lucy: Hey bubba, it's ok
I whisper sweet words to her and she just rocks herself so I look over at Keira who looks as shocked as me
Lucy: What do I do?
Keira: I don't know, maybe pull her onto your lap and hug her?
Lucy: But she flinched away when I rubbed her arm
Keira: She might not have known it was you but she will be able to tell it's you if you hug her
Lucy: ok
I decide that it's worth a shot and I pull her onto my lap where she starts kicking and screaming but I just hug her as Keira gives me a encouraging look and I just whisper into her ear.

* Isla-Wren's POV *

I'm rocking in a ball really struggling when someone pulls me onto their lap and I start to kick and scream absolutely terrified but the person just hugs me tight and whispers sweet things in my ear which seems to slowly calm me down and I soon smell Lucy's scent.

After 10 minutes I have stopped kicking and screaming and just cuddle into Lucy sobbing
Lucy: Hey Bubba
She says rubbing my back and hugging me
Lucy: It's ok Bubba
I soon stop sobbing and have just got a few tears falling down and I look up at Lucy who smiles comfortingly at me
Lucy: What was wrong bubba?
I look down ashamed
Lucy: hey, it's ok, there's nothing to be embarrassed about
She says lifting my head up and I just stayed silent not being able to speak and I see Lucy start thinking when she says
Lucy: is it because you called me mummy?
I hesitantly nod
Lucy: did you think I would be cross at you for calling me that?
I nod
Lucy: I would never be cross at you for that, it made me feel so happy, I loved it.
I look up at her face and she's smiling and looks genuine about what she said
Lucy: I want you to know that I would never hurt you like him aswell
I look at her and nod
Lucy: can I have a hug?
I nod and give her a hug
Lucy: how about we have a chill day and get you some clothes online?
I nod then point at Keira
Lucy: she's still going to do your room unless you want her and I can do your room or we can all chill
I nod then point at her to say that I want her
Lucy: ok bubs, shall we snuggle in my bed?
I nod and we get up before getting in and Keira kisses my head before leaving to do my room whilst me and Lucy cuddle and watch cupcake and Dino general services and shop for some clothes.

It's now 1pm and we've just finished ordering clothes
Lucy: Shall we go get some lunch?
I nod
Lucy: Let me go check you it's ok for you to come out
She says and walks out the room.

A few moments later, she walks back in
Lucy: It's all clear, let's go
I get out of bed and hold her hand as we go downstairs and to the kitchen where she helps me up onto the stool
Lucy: What would you like to eat?
I shrug
Lucy: Ham and cheese sandwich?
I nod
Lucy: Coming right up
She makes lunch for us then Keira comes downstairs and kisses my head before sitting next to me
Keira: Are you feeling better now Iz?
I nod and we eat our lunch together.

After we've finished lunch, Keira goes back to my room and me and Lucy go to the living room and watch SpongeBob Squarepants.

At 3pm Keira walks in so Lucy pauses the TV
Keira: Are you ready to see your new room?
I nod very excited and get up holding Keira's hand walking to the door and look to Lucy and Keira for confirmation that I can open it to which Keira says
Keira: You can open it
So that's what I do and it reveals my amazing new room which is more than I ever dreamt of and I run around it looking at everything then get to my bed where I see Encanto and SpongeBob teddies then I go over to Keira and Lucy and hug them both tight
Isla-Wren: Thank you so much, it's amazing, I love it
I jump up and down flapping my hands
Keira: I'm glad you like it
She smiles and I go over to the play tent and see a football beanbag so I drop myself on top of it which makes Lucy and Keira laugh.

We all chill in my new room looking at everything and playing and having fun until it's 5:30 and Lucy goes to make dinner and I go over to Keira and give her a big hug which lasts a while then I go over to my desk and sit on my chair spinning in circles until Lucy calls us down for dinner so we go and eat our Spanish chicken.

After dinner I go and get ready for bed as I'm tired then go back downstairs
Isla-Wren: Can I go to bed now?
Lucy: Of course you can bubba, you've had a long day
We all go upstairs and I get into bed cuddling me new teddies and Jeff and Keira and Lucy come over to me
Keira: Goodnight munchkin, have a good sleep in your new room
She says kissing my head before going to the door
Lucy: Goodnight bubba, I love and will see you in the morning, your clothes will be coming tomorrow so we can sort them out
I nod and she kisses my head and tucks me in before going to the door where they shut the lights off before walking away and I sleep happily.

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