Forever and Always [Harry Styles] (on hold)

Chapter 5 - The Tragedy

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Chapter 5

Harry's P.O.V.

The words slipped out of my mouth. What have I done... I've ruined our friendship, I risked everything and now I've ruined everything.

I never let go of her from my grip, I still have her in my arms, I wish I could freeze this moment and stay like this. I really did love her but I couldn't do this to her...

Alexis P.O.V.

My eyes widened as luck he couldn't see me cause he was still hugging me tightly. I couldn't believe what he just said to me, did he mean.... He couldn't mean it in that way, he just said friendly....Of course! That would be it! He said it as a friend, he loved me as a friend.

"Harry..." I said whispering in his ear.

"Alex, I didn't mean....-" He started.

"Harry, stop, I know what you meant, it's okay" I said putting my hands on his shoulders and pushing me of his grip looking in to his eyes.

"But-" He protested before I cut him of again.

"It's okay" I said not hezitating a bit. I gave him a peck on his cheek. He blushed and looked down. He's so cute when he's blushing or is ashamed of something. I got up from his lap, Harry's hands sliding of me softly. I stood up in front of him looking at his face it looked almost hurt.

"What is it?" I asked putting a hand on his head, stroking his curls. His body was leaning forward, his face looking down on the floor. 

"Nothing, just....nothing" He said looking up, but not making any eye contact with me.

"Harry...." I hezitate.

"It's nothing!" He yelled. I backed up a bit. Was he mad....?

"O-okay...." I said, I walked over to the other side of the bed, laying down my back facing Harry. What did I do? Did I do something wrong...? A tear threating to come out, I sobbed putting my face in my hands. Why does this happen to me, I feel horrible and I didn't even know why. This is me I cry and sob over nothing, I just get so emotional... I feel a warm hand on my arm.

"I'm sorry Alex...I didn't...I didn't mean to yell, I-I'm sorry" He stuttered. He sat by my feet and by peeking threw my fingers I could see he was feeling bad for what he just did. I didn't move, I didn't speak,  I barely breathed I just laid there not doing anything, why am I so emotional...why can't I just sit up give Harry a hug and say it's all okay. Cause it really was okay, it's jujst me getting a bit too emotional.

I feel Harry slowly sliding behind me, he hugged me dragging me closer, spooning me. He buried his face in my hair, I felt his warm breath on my neck.

"I'm sorry" He whispered in my ear, dragging me even closer. I dragged away my hands from my face and laid a hand on Harry's arm squeezing it.

"It's okay Harry..." I whispered, now taking both of my arms hugging Harry's arm that's wraped around me. His grip tighten around me.

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