Your perspective on “True love is selfless” is one of the stupidest things I’ve heard. You asked your fucking god to take your love in exchange for my healing, and it’s difficult for me to comprehend. I have never blamed you for the pain I carry, nor have I made you a punching bag for my emotions. I have never asked or begged you to do anything for me. It’s unfair for you to make decisions like that on my behalf.
You questioned why I haven’t messaged you for a month, but did you try to contact me during that time? Did you even ask what was happening with me? Instead, you were trying to make me jealous by involving yourself with someone new. Do you know it hurts me? You’re selfish and unfair. You enjoyed the pain it caused me.
I understand that both of us tend to overthink, but it’s unfair for you to question my actions or my inability to explain my feelings during my attacks. It’s hard to articulate what’s happening to me, even to myself, and I don’t have complete control over my emotions at those times. I’ve always tried to communicate but can’t always find the right words. Of all people, I expect more understanding and empathy from you. But fuck!
