Jake webber x Johnnie guilbert/Jahnnie | ONESHOTS |

i wish i were heather.

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A/n this is kinda based of the song 'heather' from conan gray (i love Conan gray)

Angst?

3th person pov:

Jake was in the kitchen leaning on the counter while drinking coffee and scrolling on his phone. It was afternoon and jake just had stopped streaming. He had been alone the whole day since Carrington had left somewhere early and johnnie was somewhere with some girl he had been talking to. Only thinking about johnnie with some girl made jake angry and sad. He had only been thinking about johnnie the whole day. What if it works out and they start dating? Jake would die if that happened.

What would he do then? Johnnie was the only person he had loved this much in a long time. He was the most perfect human being, he had always been there for jake when he needed him. Jake loves how he is so caring and always makes sure everyone else is okay. still It sometimes made jake sad beacause johnnie would take care about everyone else but himself. Johnnie was also really insecure and thinks that everyone else is better than him, even tho nobody is better than johnnie.

Jake loved johnnies hair, eyes that are the most beautiful thing ever, nose that he was so insecure about , pink lips and johnnies whole face. He loved johnnies body too, he looked gourgeus with his skinny frame, tattoos and piercings all over him. His favorite tattoo was the 'i'm not perfect' on his chest because it wasn't true at all. He loved his hands and nails that were always painted red or black. His jewerly, skinny jeans that he always wore, his band shirts, everything johnnie wore was beautiful on him.

He loved johnnie. He was in love with johnnie and has always been since the day he met him the first time. Jake thought that he was straight before johnnie, he still doesn't know what he is but he is not straight. But johnnie is. That's the fact that jake doesn't want to accept because it would mean that jake could never be johnnies boyfriend. He could never be able to call johnnie his or say that hes johnnies. But jake wasn't gonna give up. Johnnie never had said to jake that he was one hundred procent straight. Maybe he was bi but doesn't want jake to know it? What could be possible. He had kissed more guys than girls so it could be possible.

Jake kept dreaming about johnnie until he heard the door open. He excpected it to be carrington. Jake toon last sip of his coffee before setting it on the table and slipping his phone on his pocket before standing up straight no more leaning on the counter. He looked at the door. Suddenly hearing two voices. The other was johnnies, but the other one was girls? Did johnnie bring the girl home? Jake heard them talking and laughing. Suddenly he hears their footsteps getting closer as they walk to the kitchen. Jake sees the girl next to johnnie. She was short and had black long hair. She had beautiful face and skinny body. She was wearing a skirt and a matching red and black top with alot of jewerrly and some boots.

She looked excatly johnnie type. Jake could see why johnnie likes her. But it still made jake so jealous that you could probably see it on his face. "Jake, you know how i been telling you about the girl i've been talking to? Well this is her. Her name is heather" johnnie said looking at heather eyes shining. Jake wished johnnie would look at him like that. "hii" heather said smiling and and raising her hand abit. 'great, she even seems kind' jake thought. "Hi" jake said coldly side eyeing heather with a disgusted look on his face. "jake, Can we talk alone for a bit?" Johnnie asked. "Yeah sure" jake said smiling at johnnie grateful that he didn't have to stay with heather any longer. "You can go to my room, it's when you go upstairs and turn right. I'll be there in a second" johnnie said to the girl. "Alright" she said and gave johnnie a kiss on the cheek before leaving.

Johnnie blushed before turning to jake. Jake was really fucking pissed. No one except him is allowed to do that. He could only imagine how angry he looked right now. "Is everything alright?" Johnnie asked with a worried look on his face taking a step forward closer to jake. "Uhh yeah i'm fine" jake said trying to hide his jealousy. "okay?" Johnnie said not really believing him. "I just wanted to tell you that me and heather are dating!" Johnnie said excited smiling. Jakes face dropped. no no He can't be serious. "Are you serious!?" Jake asked johnnie raising his voice. "What do you mean? I thought that you would be happy for me" johnnie said confused. "How could you do this to me, you're telling me this now?!" Jake yelled mad. "We just started dating today that's why i tell you now and what do you mean ' how could you do this to me' ?!" Johnnie yelled back still confused.

"DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND FUCKING ANYTHING JOHNNIE". "AGAIN WHAT DO YOU MEAN? YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO TALK TO GIRLS AND WHEN I FINALLY GET A GIRLFRIEND YOU'RE NOT EVEN HAPPY FOR ME INSTEAD YOURE JUST GONNA YELL AT ME FOR SOME REASON THAT I DON'T FUCKING KNOW". "IT'S NOT THAT I WOULDN'T WANT TO BE HAPPY FOR YOU". "THEN WHAT IS IT. TELL ME JAKE WHAT IS THE REASON YOU CAN'T BE HAPPY FOR ME". "BECAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU JOHHNIE. ARE YOU THIS STUPID TO NOT NOTICE IT, I'VE ALWAYS LIKED YOU". jake yelled. Johnnie went silent. It was quiet. Jake just standing there and johnnie staring at jake face shoked. "What? Are you serious?" Johnnie said. "Yes, as serious as i can". Johnnie went silent again.

"I have to go, heather is waiting upstairs" johnnie said quietly not looking at jake while he turned around and went upstairs. As soon as jake hears johnnies door close he broke in to tears. He leaned to the counter hands on his face just crying. Johnnie doesn't feel the same way. He probably hates jake, even if he wouldn't he'd still probably thinks jake differently. Jake should have guessed that this would happen. Johnnie would never like guy like jake. He was just so much better than him. Heather is just so much better, nobody would ever choose jake over heather. "why would he ever kiss me, i'm not even half as pretty" Jake whispered tears streaming down his face. Heather will always be the one johnnie loves.

"I wish i were heather".

A/n I TRIED WORKING REALKT HARD ON THIS ONE SO HOPE YALL LIKE IT. I WAS LISTENING TO CONAN GRAY AND THEN 'HEATHER' CAME SO I DECIDED TO DO THIS.

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