Two stripes.
A bomb just fell on my head.
Heart racing, vision blurring. Hands trembling. Everything felt cold as ice.
This should not be happening to me. This is not what I planned for myself. I came out of the bathroom. What should I do?
I sat down in bed drenched and confused. I did not want to marry him! But what the hell?!
I utterly just refused his mediocre lying-in- bed-secret- wedding -not- telling- your- parents type of proposal!
What a show of disrespect.
He was not ready!
I was not either.
Numbness... like the coldness of the night.
Two stripes
