𝐂𝐎𝐖𝐁𝐎𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 • 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐝

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꧁☘︎︎𖢻☘︎︎꧂

𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲

I deserve so much praise for what I just did.

I haven't had sex in over a month which is really unusual for me and it's Marley.

I need Marley. I have needed Marley. It's gotten to the point where I can't even make myself come without thinking about her.

Which is exactly what I'm doing now.

"Jesus- fuck-" I grunt, my hand working faster and faster at the thought of Marley's hips swaying as she rides her horse.

I feel like I'm going crazy. This isn't what I do. If I ever need a release, I find some desperate girl at the rodeo and fuck her. Now, I can't even finish with another woman.

"Marley..." I mutter as I finish in the shower, head hanging down.

I kissed her. I was undressing her. She wanted me.

Part of me wishes I hadn't said no, wishes I'd just been selfish, but I'm in too deep now. I care too much to let her just throw herself at me because she's emotional. And the sight of her when I put sweats on and walk out of the adjoining bathroom is too sweet for me to have missed.

She's lying on her side on my mattress, her hands under her head as she lets out rhythmic breaths. After I told her I wouldn't sleep with her, she stayed for a while, still trying to persuade me. I wasn't swayed but she was tired and I let her sleep here. I'd also rather not have her near Rusty.

I don't trust that man as far as I could throw him. He's fucking weird and he's obsessed with Marley.

I kneel down beside the mattress and brush her blonde hair behind her ear before crawling over her and lying behind her, resting my chin on her shoulder. I trace circles on the skin that's peeking through the shirt she put on before leaning forward and gently kissing the same spot.

"Night, sweetness."

꧁☘︎︎𖢻☘︎︎꧂

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