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and I waited and waited,
hoping you'd come back
but hell did I never think
you'd choose someone
you just met weeks ago,
over me, who knew you
for a more than fifty
two weeks, wow.
you were comfy with me,
you said I was the closest to you,
was it all a lie when you said
you'd never find anyone new?
I agree I did bad things,
forgive me for being sixteen.
now you don't text me
anymore, you only like her now,
your new bestfriend, who
doesn't know you the way
you want to be known.
I don't know what to make of this,
you started using periods at the end of
your texts, you know I hate it.
you've grown cold and I don't
think I'd be able to tolerate more.
just say if you don't want to continue
whatever is left because I ain't no
game to play. you understood me,
but now you're unable to. I wonder
what went so wrong for you to
dislike me. if you think I'd
always be the one to text you
first then you're wrong, ain't
no way I'm watering myself down
just for you to digest me more.
you were someone who
I cared about, but now?
you can choke, sweetheart.
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