I was at my gym working out for continuous 2 hours.After some more time of work out I sat on the gym mat floor and closed my eyes and all the memories of yesterday from the library flashed into my mind.
Damn this was not what I wanted, I actually never had the plan of getting married.
That day in the dining area when my parents told me about the marriage proposal I agreed to it.
I said I'm ready with the thought that I will make the girl say no to the marriage.But now I can't it's not like I will never marry, of course one day Or other I have to marry because my mother will certainly not let me die single.
But yes if it would be possible I would have never thought to get married owing to the fact that this is something not my cup of tea!
I have never been in a relationship nor I ever went on a random date, God I never even had a crush I just once maybe in 2 Or 3 class used to like my English teacher. I know it sounds strange but now it is what it is!I actually never had interest in these things or maybe I never got the time to grow interest in it or maybe I never wanted to do so.
In actuality I don't believe in the concept of love, commitment, marriage and so on.I know people would think that I'm crazy or something worse than that.Maybe I think like this because I never felt what love is actually.
My mother says that marriage binds two hearts together but in my opinion it actually binds the responsibilities like I with my own ones have to carry the responsibilities of my partner too and similarly she has to do the same and this is what I don't want!
It's not that I'm afraid of taking responsibilities nahh this would be the last thing on the earth I would be afraid of.I have always been the most responsible kid of my parents ofcourse the side effects of being the elder kid.
But what I think is that after getting married you're bound to take the responsibilities and fulfill the duties of husband -wife even if you don't want to do so and this is how a marriage becomes a burden!
I think maybe I will never be able to fulfill the expectations of my partner and I know girls do have a lot of expectations from their future partner one example is there in my home only and that's Ananya I have heard her talking about what qualities she wants in her life partner.
I have got major issues in many things and this feeling of love and all is one of those.
Damn I don't even know what I'm gonna do in the Rajput Mansion today.I hope the daughter of Manish Rajput rejects me considering me as a red flag.Ahaan tells me that my personality gives red flag vibes.But wait what if Manish Rajput agrees to Papa's offer?Oh god now this is getting complicated.I need to take a shower the pain in my head is increasing!
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Fantasy"वर अब वधु के मांग में सिंदूर भरे," the priest directed. He took a pinch of sindoor. His gaze met her's for a fleeting moment-her face unreadable, yet heavy with unspoken emotions. Slowly, he leaned forward and filled her hairline. Her eyes flutter...