Goodbye

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Ichika☕︎☕︎☕︎

After the great meal, we headed to my favorite spot. I never shared this place with anyone. Not even with saki,shiho and honami. I'm sacred to this place




Kanade looked at the view then looked at me. She smiled at how beautiful the view was but she didn't know that this would be our final encounter






"Kanade?" I asked her





"Yes?" She replied


"The view is very pretty right?" I asked her again




"Couldn't agree more" She smiled and asked me to hold her hand so we could go together


We both held our hands as my mind was filled with emptiness. I ignored all of them and spent my time with her. My remaining time with her








We sat and watched the moon turning upwards. We both layed our heads to each other's shoulder




"Ichika.. I really like this place. Thank you for bringing me here" Kanade layed her hand on my face and admired my features.




"You're very pretty. I wish I could still be with you." Kanade sighed and she added



But I also hesitated and we both said



"I have something to say"




Kanade seems sad,weak,and vulnerable at the same time as she locked her gaze onto mine. She sighed and said



"I don't know if you could handle this but I'm sure that I will now do whatever it takes to spend my time with you.My remaining time with you" Kanade's tears dropped down and she looked at me. Her face seems like she's asking if i am ready to let her speak the truth



"Ichika.... I'm dying. Not just inside. I won't live for long and I am very very s-sorry f-for it. I hope you will forgive me Ichika.. You know that I love you truly but I can't live for so long.Im sorry for not living for so long. You said we will be together just like you have promised me years ago" WHAT THE FUC-



"Kanade.. For how long are you gonna live?" I asked her as my tears were pouring up as well








"I only have 5 years left." Kanade answered



"Well. The truth is that. I-i" I suttered and stopped. I couldn't bear this. I really can't. I love her so much that it hurts



"Ichika.. You can say anything to me. Whatever it is, I will be fine. If you don't want me to be your girlfriend?, it's fine. If you hate me now because I didn't fulfill my old promise?, it's fine it's just that I Can't-"  "I'm dying as well"








Kanade's face looks like it's gonna explode from the bombshell I just said. But it's true. I am dying as well







"W-wait Ic-ichika. A-are you b-being t-t-truthful about this?" Kanade suttered as her tears dropped down. She cried and cried as her voice was cracking. She's in pain, she's also as shocked as i am when i found out she's gonna be dead in 5 years but i stayed quiet




"I am,Kanade. I couldn't bear to also lose you. Not just as a friend but as someone you loved but you couldn't be with.. Since you're getting married to Toya so. My plan is to g-get away as far from you and reject your offer as you girlfriend but now. It's useless. You already know" My voice cracked as i cried and hugged Kanade tight and she reciprocated it as well






"You can't be away with me. Well solve this problem together and we will spend our remaining time embracing each other. And if I may ask, how long are you gonna live?" Kanade asked








"5 years as well. Coincidence right?" I chuckled and cried. Kanade's tears pouring in my fave as we both hugged, embraced ourselves with one another while crying as well because of the tragic news









"What if we will both pass away" Kanade asked as she chuckled and I slapped her face and said







"Stop thinking about that You- AHHH" Kanade tickled my body and we both laughed as I tried to ran away from Kanade trying not to be tickled by her










At the end, we just layed down our heads in this green grassy field and we locked our gaze to each other and we smiled.














"Ichika. I would like to ask you a question and i wanted you to answer truthfully. From your heart and brain" Kanade pulled out a box which contains a ring. It's a sparkling ruby ring coated with gold and she asked






"Will you be my girlfriend? Would you like to spend our remaining time with each other? Embracing our affection with one another? Travelling together as we collect as many lovely memories as we can? And to cherish every remaining time you and i we have?" Kanade tears dropped as she waited for my answer. I stood up and smiled. I had never felt this romance for so long. I had never saw someone doing this in movies, romance novel and even from music CD's.












I never felt so loved by anyone. Kanade just proved to me that love really is magical, weird, everything, perfect. Every single aspect you could think of. Kanade made me believed what love really is and I wouldn't miss this for the world












So I ran towards her






And I kissed her





I cherished every single thing that had happened and I couldn't be more happy that I finally found someone who can make me believe what love truly means. It was magical, wholesome, out of the world, every single thing imaginable.




I really love her



I pulled out from our kiss and i smiled and cried and finally said





"Yes Kanade. I would love to be yours. To cherish our remaining time with each other. I love you so much" I whispered to her ears as Kanade smiled and we hugged each other










The End.




















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