Wear to the time when the male god was young [MTL] [NO EDIT]

It turns out that I am not that straight.

Lu Ning has never been in a serious relationship in his two lives, but because he has occasionally been attracted to girls, he has always considered himself a straight man.

It turns out that he is not that straight.

He also fell in love with Zhou Jiayu.

Lu Ning did not feel at a loss for this sudden enlightenment, but accepted it quickly and calmly, and felt inexplicably relieved.

He came from 20 or 30 years later, homosexuality was common, and he did not care whether he was straight or gay, not to mention that the object was Zhou Jiayu, so he did not find it difficult to accept.

The only problem was that the person he liked was a straight man, and now he was suspected to have a partner.

This love was destined to be a secret love.

Lu Ning lay down in melancholy.

At this time, the door was tentatively pushed open from the outside. Zhou Jiayu, holding a cup of hot water, poked his head in and asked, "Ningning, what's wrong with you? Do you want to see a doctor?"

Lu Ning glanced at him lightly and shook his head, "No, I'm fine."

Zhou Jiayu walked in and put the cup of water in his hand on the bedside table: "Then drink some hot water."

Lu Ning: "..." He is indeed a straight man.

He closed his eyes and nodded, "Yes, thank you!"

Although Lu Ning was thin and looked nothing like a macho man, he believed that the body is the capital of revolution and kept exercising. His body has always been in good shape. This was the first time Zhou Jiayu saw him so listless and sickly, and he couldn't help but worry.

He stood by the bed and looked at him for a long time before leaving silently.

Lu Ning didn't open his eyes the whole time, but he could clearly feel the other person's gaze.

If it were in the past, he would not have felt anything strange at all, but now that he knew he liked Zhou Jiayu, his heart would pound as soon as he thought of him staring at him, and he dared not even breathe.

When he heard that he had left, he let out a long breath.

That day, except for going to the toilet, Lu Ning did not step out of the door, and did not even eat dinner.

The next morning, he woke up hungry and got up to find something to eat. He was surprised to find that Zhou Jiayu, who had gone out at dawn, did not go out.

Seeing him get up, he immediately came over and asked with concern: "Are you feeling better?"

Lu Ning was like a thief with a guilty conscience, and was a little afraid to look at him. He nodded and replied vaguely: "It's okay."

Zhou Jiayu said again: "You didn't eat last night, I made you some yam millet porridge, eat it quickly, your stomach will feel better."

Lu Ning felt a sour and warm taste in his heart.

Why do you care about me so much?

Zhou Jiayu has been trying to keep a distance from Lu Ning these days, just to cut off his inappropriate thoughts.

He doesn't want to affect Lu Ning's life because of himself.

But once you are sure of liking someone, how can you just forget about it? Seeing that the other person is not feeling well, his heart almost hangs in his throat, and he gets up before five o'clock to make porridge for the other person.