[m.y/n] Still with you.

P3

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As I woke up, i went to the bathroom, starring at my very puffy eyes that almost looked like it was swollen. I really did cry so hard last night. I tried holding my tears back just from thinking about what he said about me. Then,

I broke down on my knees..

"Am i really that c-complicated and a waste of time?" I sniffed as i tried brushing my tears with both my hands. I felt my heart throbbing with an intense sharp pain. I stood up to look at my messy self. "I-I was just trying to explain myself."

I cant go to school like this, i cant. I pulled out my phone to text my mom that i feel sick, no answer. She's probably asleep bc the timeline there is different. I felt hopeless, scared and anxious. Everyone will be looking at me weirdly.

I pulled myself together and washed my face. I did everything as my normal morning routine, brushed my teeth, braided my hair. I went down, i was scared to face him, extremely scared. And thank goodness he didnt come home last night. I sat down at the table.

"Y-Y/n, heres your breakfast.." lily handed me my plate, i thanked her with a sullen tone.
"Oh y/n..You can pull this through!" I weakly smiled at her. Oh what am i slowly becoming..

I zoned out through out as i eat my food, "y/n, i can call the school and let them know your sick..
Take a day off, what you went thru was harsh." My eyes spark in hope, "yes please!"

Lily nodded and immediately went to call the school, oh how i love her..She always have my back. I sighed in relief, thank goodness..I dont even think i can pull thru the whole day if i went..

"Its done! P-Please go ahead and rest for today.." she worriedly said, atleast i have her..I nodded and went up to my room. As i entered my room, i flopped to my bed, went under the blanket and hugged my pillow. I needed someone right now, but i had no one in mind except my sister. I cant even call her cuz shes asleep, is it still night over there?

Oh how i've never felt so alone..

I shut my eyes and went to sleep..

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I woke up to the ray of sunlight hit my eyes..I checked my phone, 3:45 pm. Wow..I slept the whole day. To my surprise i saw notification from insta.

nobaratheprettiest: HEYYYY you good?

ita.yuji: YOO! Why arent you at school? Everything alright?! Im worried!!

fushiguro_ : hey.

panda.panda: y/nnnnn! Heyy you alright dude?

maki234: yo long hair. Where's yo ass.

inumaki.toge: hi y/n, where r you?

10 missed call from Yuji.

5 missed call from nobara.

I smiled, i felt a bit at ease to see my friends care.
I guess that white haired guy didnt tell them..

I hope it stays that way. I put down my phone, i didnt feel like answering anyone atm. I needed to take a break from everything. Oh how will they think once they found out i liked gojo? I bet they'll feel weird about it.

I was overthinking everything and i hated this. I missed how my life was peaceful, i wish i went with my mom and sister. I dont wanna be here anymore.

[different pov]

At school.

"Ughhh, y/n isn't answering!" Yuji groaned. It was break time, 1 more period before school finish. At every break time, the group always gather together at the same spot. In jujutsu high, everyone practically knew everyone, everyone knew the popular people, the groups, loners, nerds, etc.