i love you so much • matt and chris sturniolo imagines ! 💕

Am I even good enough? 😕

quick a/n:

I just randomly thought of this soo why not write it 😘😘

in which: you just recently let the fans know about yours and matts relationship after an entire year and don't feel good enough for anybody anymore after what they all are saying.

Ily and enjoyyy❤️

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*y/ns pov*

I wake up from a long nap I had while the triplets were out doing things today. I yawn and check the time.

"6pm? Damn I slept long what the hell." I mumble to myself.

I hear a bunch of notifications going off on my phone, wondering what could be happening. I don't usually get this many notifications a day. I immediately pick up my phone and check. I see texts from matt, I see all of the Instagram dms popping up and tiktok notifs. "What the hell." I say getting more focused on my phone, opening matts texts. The last one he sent was saying he was on his way back home 8 minutes ago. I respond with okay then go check all of the Instagram and tiktok notifications.

I open Instagram and go to my dms seeing a bunch of girls dms. I open one and read

"Girl you and Matt are so ugly together Matt deserves me not you, you ugly weirdo"

I scroll out of that one and go to another girl and read

"Bruh matt is mine back off of my man"

Another one says

"Didn't think Matt would ever date anybody like you you're literally such a pick me and you are literally the size of a twig go eat some more you skinny rat."

I go out of that and just scroll through all of the dms people sent. I knew comments like this would show up but not this many and not this bad. Tears start welling up in my eyes as I hear the door slam from upstairs, wiping them away as fast as I can so Matt doesn't see me like this.

I hear footsteps going down the stairs knowing that could be matt, I sit up and act like nothings happening. I then hear a knock.

"Y/n/n can I come in?" Matt says behind the door.

"Yeah." I yell loud enough for Matt to hear.

The door creaks open and I see Matt with open arms jumping on me for a hug.

"Y/nnnnn!" He says hugging me tightly.

"Hey Matt." I play with his hair in the hug.

"What've you been doing?" He asks pulling away from the hug sitting next to me on the bed.

"Sleeping, uhm.. watching tiktok and scrolling on Instagram." I say looking down picking at my fingers.

"Oh, something seems off y/n/n. What's up?" He asks me looking directly in my eyes.

"I'm ok Matt." I say.

"No you're not. I can tell when you aren't okay." He says still looking directly in my eyes.

I stay silent for a moment and sigh indicating I'm not okay. "What happened?" He asks me.

"It's just.." I say with tears welling up in my eyes, rubbing them, trying not to cry. "People." I mumble.

"Hm?" Matt asks. "People." I speak up.

"What happened?" He asks putting his hand on my leg.

"Dms. I woke up and got so many notifications. Some were literal death threats. Some were just calling me ugly and skinny. It's all because I'm with you." I say now crying.

He immediately pulls me into a hug rubbing my back.

"Y/n. Don't listen to them." He says as I cry on his shoulder. "It's hard not to Matt. You aren't getting these and don't understand how they fucking tear me down. They make me hate myself even more than I already do." I sob on his shoulder.

"Y/n." He whispers with a sadness tone in his voice. "I'm sorry Matt." I say quietly.

"Why are you sorry? Don't be." He says.

"For not being good enough. Am I even good enough? Cause I really don't seem like it." I say still on his shoulder.

"Y/n don't ever fucking say that. You're more than enough. I've never had someone like you since your the best most nicest, prettiest person I've ever met in my entire life. I love you so much. I would take a bullet for you. You don't understand how much I love you. You're more than enough because you're perfect." He says as he takes me off his shoulder looking me directly in the eye. He then wipes away my tears.

"Thanks Matt." I send him a small smile.

"Of course. I love you y/n." Matt says shooting me a smile back.

"I love you more." I smile.

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a/n:

i need to say this because I hate it so much. The sturniolo fandom is so annoying because they can't let Matt or chris hang out with a girl cause they will always just automatically assume they're dating or some shit. The hate every girl gets that they hang out with is absurd and so annoying. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this. I got kinda tired so sorry if it was short. Ily and tysm for reading.

MAKE SURE TO GO READ MY NEW BOOKK (please but you don't have to) 💗💗