A bunch of Angst in a story cuz why not :3
Will Ryan ever forgive the boy who hurt him the most? The one who made his truth come out.
But will Sebastian also forgive the boy for what he did? Come find out
A story where Sebryan hurt each other, not j...
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{RYAN'S POV} As I scrolled through instagram, I seen a post that caught my attention. It was the boys post. It's been months since I left the group. I ignored my emotions as my mind began to overthink. Was it worth it? I remembered the fight, the reason I left, like it was yesterday....it hurts.
{FLASHBACK}
"Sebastian...We need to talk about what happened that night." -Ryan said to Sebastian quietly but knew it had to be done.
"There's nothing to talk about. You were just a little fling, we were both drunk and it meant nothing." Sebastian said coldly.
"Nothing? NOTHING? WHAT ABOUT WHEN YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME?" Ryan began to shout as he felt his heart break.
Seb began to shout back, "RYAN YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME. IT WAS NOTHING, STOP ACTING LIKE IT WAS SOMETHING. I DON'T LOVE YOU, JUST STOP IT."
Ryan felt tears coming out his eyes as he then said, "Wow. Ok."
Sebastian realized what he said and began to apologize, "Wait- Ryan no, That's not what I mean, i just..."
Ryan then said, "THEN WHAT DID YOU MEAN HUH?"
Sebastian then shouted out, "I'M NOT FUCKING GAY LIKE YOU RYAN. I DON'T LIKE BOYS LIKE YOU. I DON'T HAVE ANY SORT OF FEELINGS FOR YOU. I FUCKED YOU, YEAH BUT IT MEANT NOTHING" That's when all the boys came down.
Ryan felt himself freeze and his heart dropped down to his stomach. He looked around and saw the boys staring. Darren then said, "Your gay ryan...man all the times i flirted with you-" as a joke but it just hurt Ryan more.
"ENOUGH OF THIS" Oliver began to say, trying to see what happened but Ryan cut him off.
"no. I'm done. I have had enough of being fucking pushed to my limit. Sebastian. I TRUSTED YOU WITH THAT SECRET SEB. I THOUGHT YOU UNDERSTOOD HOW I FELT BUT APPEAREANTLY I'M NOTHING TO YOU. It was all for nothing...Right? I put with this for too long and I am at my limit. I'm done" Ryan said, trying his best not to break down and cry. He wanted to cry and scream but he held himself together.
