Broken Heart

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I quickly ran away from the church and jumped through the fence with tears in my eyes. I was so fucking heartbroken... I know she didn't recognize me but wishing me death? Oh Synthia...
"LULU WE NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!"
"Girl you scared me... OH WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!"
"Tell you later, we have to go fast!"
"To Elisa, we need to get our dresses and then I'll call Copia to come and get us."
"Let's go!!!"

Both of us started running in the direction of the "cave" where we had to claim our stuff. We got so fucking tired even tho ghouls run kinda fast. Not gonna lie but it was a little bit fun. Running with your new best friend in tears... maybe I'm weird.
Anyways, we finally got inside of the building and picked up our dresses. Gosh they were more than pretty or beautiful! Cumulus paid for all of them even tho I insisted on paying for mine. She's so sweet for that. Elisa wished us luck on our ball, I don't know why... there will be any competitions? Who knows...

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c: "Girls, get in! I've seen them across the street here."
"What do you mean?"
cu: "They've been following us Moon."
"Shit."
c: Your eyes are red... what happened?"
cu: "Tell us since you were supposed to tell me back then."
"Alright. Synthia... well she didn't remember me. I know I shouldn't get that upset about it but she wanted me dead and it did really hurt and messed me up completely."
cu: "Girl come here I'll give you a hug..."
c: "You probably know that they've been searching for you for past days so we are on their minds. They know we have you but you belong to us not to them. If anything happens we can't give you up, you've been brought up by us to help us and not them. If they ever try to attack us, they for sure won't win."
"Yeah I know... but can we not talk about it now? I need to get some time alone and just think..."
cu: "Moon you're falling asleep, we'll leave you alone for a while."

c: "Is she sleeping now?"
cu: "Yep."
c: "She can't be alone... she struggled with self harm and we cannot completely trust her with it. It's not a good idea to leah her in this situation."
cu: "I can send someone to her since I got some stuff to do with Cirrus."
c: "It would be nice if you could help finding someone."
cu: "I for sure know who wants to see her..."

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cu: "Girlie wake up.. we're here!"
"Uhh yeah I'm up... Oh I have a headache now..."
cu: "Don't worry I have some medicine."
"Thank you."
cu: "Let's go... I'll help you with your dress, come on!"
"You're the best."
cu: "I know, I know."
"So what you up to tonight?"
cu: "I'll probably be busy since I'm the ghoul chosen to do the decorations this year... So sorry for that."
"Noo don't be sorry, it's okay."
c: "Moon remember you need to move out tomorrow... are you ready?"
"Hell yes I am!"
c: "Great. I'll go now, bye girls."
"Bye bye!"

Me and Cumulus went straight into my bedroom... She insisted me on trying the dress with the mask right now. I'm not mad, I even wanted to see it on myself.
"Here's the outfit... I BEG YOU TRY IT ON RIGHT NOW!!"
"Chill, I will give me 5 minutes."

Here I am trying the dress on and wow it was stunning. I'm truly wearing the most beautiful,
elegant, wonderful and for sure jaw dropping dress!
"OMG GIRL! IM LITERALLY PASSING OUT."
"Lulu, don't. Who will do the decors?"
"Oh I forgot about that... I should go now."
"Sad."
"When I'll get a break I'll come to you. I promise."
"I'll wait!! Good luck."

The second she closed my door I just went upset again, It just randomly flashed all over me. Now I need the time to cry myself out. I know it's for children but sometimes you just need it. Goddamn Synthia!

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Maybe an hour passed and just when I was about to hit my 3rd round of breaking down someone fucking knocked on my amazing wooden door. I really wanted it to be Lulu since she told me she'd come at her break.
"Come in!"
I shouted before quickly washing of the smudged makeup off my face.
"Heyyy.. Cumulus sent me here, you're upset huh?"
"Oh hi Rain. I'm good."
He looked at me like I just put the worst lie in front of his face and he knew the truth.
"Girl it's so easy to notice you've been crying before."
"How?"
"The makeup, red, puffy eyes, runny nose, tons of tissues on the floor... I've been there a couple of times you can't just basically lie to me in my face."
"Sorry. It's been a kinda rough day for me."
"Tell me about it."
"Since when you're so active at talking boy?"
"Ever since you've came back."
"Good. I told you about Synthia before?"
"Yeah, the time I had with you for getting to know each other."
"Well I had this nightmare. She wanted to kill herself because I was no longer taking care of her."
"Oh.."
"And I wanted to check out if everything's okay so me and Lulu went out today morning."
"That's cool."
"So I sneaked back and saw her with some young lady. I thought it would be cool to go and say hello. It was not."
"What happened?"
"She did not recognized me and started yelling. She even told the people in church that they should kill me..."
"Girl.. that's why I'm off today."
"What do you mean?"
"Same feelings theory... remember that shit?"
"Ah, I know... Sorry about that."
"At least I knew something's up and I for sure wanted to talk with you about it."
"Thank you."
"Are you ready for the ball coming up in 2 days?"
"Totally! I've already got my dress and mask. What about you?"
"I'm going to get my suit tomorrow."
"Cool! You'll probably pass out when you'll see me in that dress... Cumulus almost did."
"Can't wait to do that."
"Nahhh I'm just joking."
"You know that you're moving in tomorrow and I'll probably see that dress..."
"I'll make sure you won't."
"We'll see."

We spent the rest of the evening and almost night talking shit, literally. I'm glad he's here and bro, he keeps me away from the bad things. He is the rescue here...

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I'll write more I promise. I have a bet with myself to make 2 more before friday... wish me luck.

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