"Fine I'll keep it but I only want it when it's 18 .So it's grown enough to be trained and to take over my place .I don't want to meet it till it's 18 .
Now this conversation it's over .I don't want buts Bill"
After I talked to Bill I left and went to my room .Entering I slammed the door shut behind me as I sat on the chair in front of my desk.I leaned my head backwards enjoying the silence I waited all day long to cover me so I can think and be calmer on my thoughts.
"A baby"
I said to myself as I laughed at the thought
"Me Tom Fucking Kaulitz being a father ."
This thought was so strange.I don't want a baby .I'm not ready to be a father .I'm still 20 .I'm still young.But on the other hand I know very well that Bill wants to be an uncle .He always wanted to.He doesn't want a child on his own more than to be an uncle .I mean I remember way back when we were so young.Playing with our toys and Bill said "I can't wait to an uncle.I would be the cool one"He said to me with his childish voice.And gave a smile after .His tooth had fallen and whenever he smiled I would laugh.
"Yeah I know you will be a great uncle"I said to him and he approached me vary seriously.He brought out his pinky and said
"Then promise me you will be a father one day"and he brought his pinky on my face .
I rolled my eyes in a playful way and promised to him .
Well I guess I have to fulfil it.
"Fuck .Then I guess one of these days I have to go get that girl .What was her name ."
"Rita?Rei?"
I kept trying to remember as I looked around the room then it hit .
"Yes Remi "I said and clicked my fingers.
I looked at the time
*2:00am*
It's late .I got up leaving the thoughts on the back of my mind .Took my shirt of,threw on some sweatpants and jumped on my bed closing my eyes slowly then the darkness filled everything.
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RemiPOV
It was 1:30 am and I was sitting on my couch.Looking at my white ceiling.I was so messed up.I didn't know what to do.I was definitely doing an abortion.But that costs .On the other hand I was thinking about how I was going to abort my child.It was now a part of ...
*someone slamming on the door*
Opening my eyes fast I saw the door.My heart beat slowly growing.Quietly my legs made contact with the cold floor and tip toed my way towards my bedroom to grab my gun .Put it behind my back and I slowly went towards the door .On my tip toes I looked through the little hole on my door .
There were 3 men .The one in the middle had a buzz cut ,a bear coat,a black tuxedo and gold jewellery covered him up.He had sharp features ,black eyes and on his upper lip a big scratch .The others had also black tuxedo and coats.Sunglasses and gun on their hips .
They send chills down my spine .Then I froze in place .Are they the Russians that Antonio told me about?
My hands started to shake and my chin also they were si scary.The man in the middle which looked like the leader came forward.He coughed a little and the said
"Miss Marley .I know you are inside.If you open the door we wont do anything to you I just want to talk "
He said .His strong accent dug into my skin forming goosebumps.I didn't have any choice but to open the door .
Taking a deep breath and then with a shaky hand I opened the door revealing the three scary mans.
The one in the middle smirked and then approached me more to talk.
"If you have any guns please put them away or then our conversation will be in a way we both won't like "
Swallowing the fear I had I took the gun out of my back and gave it to the man on his left side since he held his hand out.
The man in front of me then brought his hand out for me to shake it ."I'm Igor .Nice to meet you Miss Remi"and with hesitation I took his hand and lead him inside me following behind him and his bodyguards behind me .We sat down he in my couch and I on the little chair in fort oh him .The bodyguards blocking the door way .
"So Miss Marley I guess you might have an thought why we are here"He said as he got comfortable on the couch.Scared I swallowed and nodded to him .Then I thought to bring him out some Vodka .
"Yes I know but first do you want something to drink?"I asked him with an forced smile on my face because I wanted to look nice and not to push any buttons on these guys.
"Yes thank you Miss .You are nice .Glad you didn't turn out like your father "He said to me and a wave of embarrassment and guilt washed all over me .I sat up and went to the kitchen.Grabbed three glasses and poured some Vodka in them .I grabbed my tray and put the glasses gently on it and slowly made my way to them .
I gave each them the glass and the thanked me and we were back to business .Then I felt the air get thick and breathing was getting a little hard for me .It was definitely the stress of the pregnancy.
"Okay how much did he owe you"I finally asked the big question.He took a deep breath and then spoke.
"Well miss Remi you seem such a nice girl .I'm sorry that you had him as a father but I need my money."He said and I just listen to him til he would end his word.
"Okay I don't do this a lot but I'm lowering the debt "
He said and a big big smile covered my face .
"From 4 million dollars I want you to give me 1 million.I'm sorry I can't go lower than that"He said and I was shocked.Wow 4 million that was a lot .I nodded to him and I said"Thank you so much .Wait I'm giving you the money now"I said and I'm glad that I changed the place where I hid my money.I sat up and I went to the door way were those big man opened the way .I got to my bedroom and form under the bed I grabbed the box and I started to count the money.
"And 1 million "I said as I counted the money.I was shocked.This was all the money I've been saving up.And all gone to some stupid fucking debts my fucked up father made .A chance for a better life all gone .With a sad face I went to the living room where they were and handed him the money.
"All there"I said and he gave me a look and started to count the money.
After he got up and left .Shaking my hand he was gone .I locked the door behind me .I sat down on the floor stressing more.The only money I have left are the money Charlotte gave to me .I didn't even have money for an abortion .I looked down at my belly and rubbed it."Maybe it was meant for us to stay with together?"I said to my baby that was growing inside me.
I got up and looked at the time .
*2:00am*
Tired I sat in my bed ,curlers into a ball hugging my belly hopping everything would get better.
