James potter hated Felix jones with a burning passion ever since first year he had always atleast mentioned his name once always complaining but the universe had other ideas as James always finds himself always trying to search for the blonde mop o...
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Felix looked up at the ceiling as he felt james gaze up at him slowly pulling himself away from his arms "are you hurt" james asked Felix tried move away from him but james grabbed ahold of his arm pulling him back, he grabbed ahold of his shirt hiking it up.
Felix tried grabbing at james arms but James had already pulled his shirt up, a gasp left his lips "what the Fuck" James yelled as he sat up his neck was still sore but he didn't care at that moment he wanted to know what the hell had happened to Felix, he looked up at his face for any reason to why his side looked the way it did "Felix" he asked but there was silence.
Felix felt venerable so he tried grabbing his shirt trying to cover the gash back up but James grip wouldn't falter "no Felix stop fighting me" James shouted as he grabbed the boys wrists, with a groan Felix stopped his hands from grabbing at his shirt, but he still didn't look down at James. 'What is hehiding' james thought.
James rolled his eyes before grabbing a hold of the boys face, he turned his head towards him "I won't go till you tell me" he said which made Felix let out a slight chuckle it didn't sound true, but he tried his best to hide his pain "well your gonna be here forever then" Felix replied staring downwards at the brunette, James gave him a serious look
"why won't you tell me?" He asked
Nothing
"Why?" He asked agian
"Why?"
"Why?"
He asked repeatedly, James didn't realise what he had done until Felix had grabbed his arm in a tight grip "if I tell you will you shut up" he asked James paused and shut his mouth waiting for him to start talking, Felix let out a sigh before rubbing his forehead with his other hand, "I-I- Felix tried to form a sentence but every time he tried he would just freeze up , 'was he really about to tell James fucking potter that his father abuses him' he thought, he didn't even know how to tell his friends about his father let alone James potter.
' How was he gonna do this' he thought, he glanced at James who was staring right at him waiting for him to answer his questions "I, my- my father, he shit- Felix let his emotions get the better of him as he tried keeping it together he rubbed his eyes and quickly collected himself he had down that many times before so it wasn't new to him
"my father he, he was drunk and he didn't know what he was doing, so he uh pushed me after I tried taking him to bed, and I fell against the the fire poker and it pierced my skin" Felix half lied, he let it all out in one breath which caused James whole body to freeze as he stared at the tensed boy beside him, Felix lied about some of it but most of it was true but he didn't wanna tell james the whole story, he knew he would break down before the boy and james would probably go telling all his little Gryffindor friends than they well tell Ravenclaw then Hufflepuff, Slytherin and then it would get to the teachers then finally his father, which scared him just at the thought of his father finding out that he had been telling everybody about what his. Father did to him, he would have to endure more pain and it scared him.
Felix suddenly felt a pull on himself and he pulled himself away from James "what am I doing?" He asked, it wasn't to any one particular it just came out, he stood up from the floor backing away from James who tried to grab at his hand "what are you talking about" James asked "what are you doing" Felix asked as he stared at James who now stood at his level, James looked at him in confusion "what do- before he could even come up with a sentence felix let out a frustrated yell "god, just shut up potter" he yelled James flinched, he never did not ever but Felix scared him like really scared him, he was petrified.
"Are you trying to get me tell you all the sad stories about me so you could tell all your little friends, or even the whole school for that matter" Felix asked as he glared at James, the brunette screwed his eyes together in utter confusion "what- why would I do that" james Asked, Felix shrugged "well you hate me so much, why not get something on me so you can ruin my life, maybe your friends are waiting just downstairs" Felix angrily yelled James's friends names as he looked down the stairs "listen Felix, I would never do that to you, for you to even say such a thing is obsered, how self centred are you" James yelled as he turned felix around to face him.
The two boys looked at each other in anger "hit me go on" Felix yelled as he could see James clench his fists at his sides, he unclenched them, but he couldn't take the angry look from his face as he stared into Felixs eyes, were his eyes ever this blue he thought, it was like the world had frozen in time as the two stared into each others eyes.
James didn't know what came over him when he grabbed Felix by his shirt and jacket he looked at his eyes then to his lips, "what the hell are you doing potter" Felix asked but James grabbed him by the back of his neck, he pulled Felix into a rough kiss, felixs hands grabbed ahold of James waist as he deepened the kiss, the two of them began moving in sinc together, like there lips were molded together, the kiss soon came to a halt as the two boys pulled away from each other let out breath as they pulled apart, Felix laid his head against James and they both looked up at each other
"What are you doing to me jones" James whispered, Felix smiled but didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say, all he could think about was James lips against his, no he shouldn't be thinking about that 'what the hell' he thought, Felix slowly pulled away from James, James felt cold when Felix pulled away he wanted to say something but he noticed the way Felix looked as he grabbed his lighter that had fallen out of his pocket, he didn't look at James, well he avoided him as he began walking towards the stairs "where are you going felix" James yelled but he got nothing in return,
James let out a whimper as he clamped his hand over his mouth, why he had begun to cry he had no idea, he assumed it was just nothing, but something told him that he wouldn't be crying over nothing, maybe he was in love, no, that couldn't be true right?, no, no, James had began to question if he was really in love with Felix or was he just being a baby, he let out his last sob, before he began rubbing his eyes.
'Fuck you Felix jones' He thought
James shook his head, he hated Felix, with so much more than before, he hated him for how he made James feel around him, and he just hated him for him and for having to se his stupid beautiful face, wait no, he hated him he isn't beautiful, he's a stupid human being and didn't deserve hands comfort, no he could deal with it in his own right, James hart began playing with his mind as it had other thoughts about Felix, James decided to go with his mind this time, and it seemed right to hate Felix it was what he was best at.
So here he was back to square one with Felix, he knew he couldn't ever be friends with him, why he tried to is a mystery to him.
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- wow, well that was a lot, but hope you enjoyed it, I'm so excited for the next chapters to come so please comment it would be really helpful
- also I will be doing different point of views at some point
