*unedited
m a r k
pain is all i've felt since hyeonseo showed me the divorce papers. divorce? is that really what she wanted?
i gave up on alcohol awhile ago, it wasn't fitting my needs; my expectations to get rid of what numbness i felt.
was i selfish? fuck yes. i couldn't even imagine the pain hyeonseo feels - felt.
if she wanted me to sign the divorce papers, she probably didn't even love me anymore; like the way i do, the way i love her.
i doubt anyone will ever love her like the way i do, and i sure as hell know that nobody will save me like the way she did. drugs, and ex- girlfriends were just a few named off gigantic list that hyeonseo saved me from.
love was a delicacy; i broke it, and continued to stomp on it. the stubborn part of me says that it was alright for what i did; during the 5 months was when hyeonseo did something completely unexpected, and that's when everything came crumbling down.
was i one of those love-sick morons that are read about in romance novels, and are characters within shows and movies? yes. was i going to sign the divorce papers? hell no.
a buzz from my phone on the floor slowly takes me out of my thoughts.
"one unread text message" is what my phone has writtin across the screen when i unlock it.
from: hyeonseo
sign the papers, mark.
my mouth agapes; fuck no.
to: hyeonseo
no.
from: hyeonseo
and why not?
my lips curl up slightly.
to: hyeonseo
i still love you.
i don't wait for a response and turn my phone off; i don't have a single regret for sending that text message.
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how was it?
what is hyeonseo trying to do?
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