iCarly: ihate you

CHAPTER TEN

The following morning Carly, Millicent and, Spencer all were eating breakfast together. When Carly received a call. It was from Freddie's doctor saying that Carly could come and, visit. Which made Carly feel relieved and, happy she could go and, see him.

Thank you, dr. Carly, said as she hung up the phone.

So, who was on the phone Spencer asked?

It was Freddie's doctor they said we can go see him today Carly announced.

That's great news Spencer cheered as he was happy for Carly.

Can I come I want to see dad Millicent pleaded.

Both Carly and, Spencer looked at each other with concern about Millicent wanting to visit Freddie when he's just in the beginning of recovery.

Should we Carly asked Spencer with concern?

Well, part of me wants to say no because Freddie needs time to himself but she is Freddie's daughter and, is mature enough to handle what's going on Spencer replied.

Yes, you can come with Carly announced.

Eek thank you Millicent cheered as she ran over to hug Carly.

Later on that morning Carly, Millicent and, Spencer arrived at the hospital to visit Freddie. They went to check his room but wasn't in his room. Carly got worried for a minute until a doctor came and, told her that he's in the activities room coloring.

Carly was relieved once she heard that Freddie was coloring in another room, she thought the worst.

Can I see him in the activities room Carly asked?

Of course, you can follow me it's right down the hall the doctor said as she guided Carly down.

Once they reached the activities room Carly walked in and saw Freddie writing in a notebook.

Mr.Benson you have a visitor the doctor said as she ushered Carly in.

Freddie looks up at Carly and tries to smile at her.

Carly looks At Freddie noticing him forcing a smile and with his hair all disheveled. You don't have to smile for me I'm simply happy you're not in jail Carly says as she walks over to sit by him.

Freddie closes his notebook as he didn't want Carly to see what he was writing.

How are you baby Carly asked?

I'm not really doing that great Carly Freddie replied.

I'm so sorry, sweetheart Carly says as she's felt like crying.

I had a rough morning, so the nurse brought me here to calm down. I had a panic attack and the nurse helped me calm down and told me to start writing in a journal. She also told me that I could color too Freddie asked?

Can I ask you what you wrote about Carly asked Freddie as she was curious?

Freddie exhales and says I trust you and he opens his notebook.

I wrote about you I wrote about how I'm angry at myself for hurting you, but I also wrote that I felt like you deserved it because of how you hurt me. But you don't deserve it just because you hurt me doesn't make it okay for me to do the same thing Freddie told Carly.

I'm sorry that I hurt you and I would never do what I did to ever again Carly said as she wanted to kiss him but also knew he was not in a good head space.

There's other stuff I wrote about that involves you but I'm uncomfortable sharing it Freddie told Carly.

Thank you for sharing with me Carly said.

Carly, I love you Freddie says as tears fall from his eyes.

I love you too and I'm sorry you're in so much pain baby Carly said as she just smiles at him.

I want to get better for you and for Millicent Freddie said as he smiled.

You should also get better for yourself too Carly reminds him.

Freddie chuckles and says I'm not worth it I'm worth nothing.

Carly smiles and says you are worth it Freddie. You are worth everything especially to me.

Thank you, Carly, for saying that Freddie said as he smiled at her.