Fangirl's Heartbeat

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I notice her gazing at me

"What happened?" I look at her closely

"Uhh, you alright there?" I ask again when she dosen't reply

She keeps looking at me, an admiring tinge in her gaze, just capturing the slopes and nuances of my features,

"Are you starstruck Sumi?" She nods dreamily just staring

I should feel weird when someone is just staring but I feel good, like she can't get enough of looking at me.

ARMYs usually have that 'stuck in a trance' face when they encounter us in concerts and fanmeets, she has the same look on.

Two can play this game honey,

I think and stare at her my face a little closer to hers than before

She notices my stare and her trance breaks. Her cheeks turn light pink,

"You're blushing so cute.," I chuckle

"Ughh stop looking at me please," she hides her face behind her hands, I notice her ears starting to turn red too,

"Do you like my face so much? Am I really that good looking?"

"Don't you have access to a mirror? You surely know just how dreamily handsome you are," she mumbles from her face still covered by her hands,

I hold her hands and move them away, "there she is, my fan, oh you've gone so red, it's adorable really" I touch her cheek

Her breath hitches and she moves her head away turning it to to the front,

She starts taking deep breathes, patting her heart, mumbling words like, it's okay, you're okay sumi, it's just kookie, it's kookie, ughhhhh

I watch the whole episode unfold fascinated by how much I affect her,

"All good there?" I snort and laugh while she is still mumbling and trying to calm down

"Do I look okay to you? You are the guy I've always stared at and admired in screens. It's unbelievable how you are right here beside me, how the hell did this happen,"she speaks her words a fast jumble as if she can't get out the words fast enough and I laugh enjoying this situation.

"How about you take deep breathes for me, can you do that?" She nods and takes deep breathes following me. In, out, in, out.

"Good, now I know you are a fan of mine. But you need to understand I'm just a human being like you are, there's nothing special here," I smile looking at her.

"You are a normal human being? Shut it. You are not. You are the golden boy of Korea, five times Grammy nominee, you've won the most prestigious awards multiple times, you all are considered national treasure,you've met the President of Korea like he was your uncle, John Cena my favourite WWE superstar is your fan, a diplomat, you've all performed in the biggest arenas on earth that got completely packed, sold out, lead singer of the greatest boy band of our time, you are THE JEON FREAKING JUNGKOOK, and my most favourite singer as well," she's flushed and breathless by the time she finishes

"Thank you so much for listing all these things but I need you to calm down ok?"

She nods and looks at me again. "I'm sorry if that made you uncomfortable, I'm just still reeling with your presence, can you blame me," she smiles and shakes her head.

"Oh no honey. No judgment, you are definitely better than many other fangirls I've met, you are not shouting, screaming, squealing or fainting, that's much more than everyone I've met so far, you're doing a really good job. How are you not freaking out though? I'm curious,"