Secret admirer part 2

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An hour or so after hayden left, which didn't go farther than a kiss. I tried to brush my teeth for 20 minutes but i think i officially broke down when i realized how much of an idiot i really am.

Leaving traces of blood down the side of my hip from a razor blade i decided to do it over again each One for how much i deserved it.

I wiped my tears bringing my phone to my face texting mila, i wanted to see her and i wasn't going to stop myself from doing so.
'I'm sorry i left so early, but dinner 7 ish? dress nice💗' I sent a text to her phone.

'you dress nice my cinderella💗' I blushed down at her response getting up and going in to the bathroom to quickly shower feeling the water fall down my body softly hissing at the stinging sensation on my hip.

I waited a few hours to get ready and put on my makeup before picking her up later on. 'see you soon pretty girl <3'

'pretty bold for being in a relationship hmm' she replied.

i'm not even officially with claire anymore but im not in the mood to correct her on it because of how complicated it really is.

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I put on a nice outfit trying to get over to mila's house in time. I parked out front of her house smiling when she started to get in to the passenger seat. "Hey luca" A smile appeared across her face.

We spent the whole car ride making light small talk and it was hard paying attention to the road while she just looked so pretty beside me. I noticed she was on her phone and she seemed to be irritated with what she was looking at. "What's that?" I decided to question it continually driving down the road. She clicked off her phone shrugging it off. "Nothing luca it's fine" she lightly smiled and i decided to ignore it.

I parked outside a large field setting the car up nicely setting out a blanket and a picnic for her. I smiled while mila sat down with the flowers admiring them placing her delicate hand on my thighs i sat down next to her.

I couldn't help but stare at her lips cupping her jaw placing a soft kiss on them. "You're just so- fuck i don't know. perfect." I say slightly moving on to her kissing her soft lips again. This feeling made me feel so safe i melted in to her arms and that sickening feeling never seem to come.

"Can i try something.?" I whispered gently.
"Trust me?" I say again and she nods making me nervous. "Kinda hard since only knowing each other a few days but mhm" She giggled nodding.

God shes just so pretty.

I crawled down between her thighs pulling her laced underwear down her long legs dipping my head between them softly nipping at her skin smiling as she squirms beneath me. "Luca." I heard mila's soft moans when i drug my tongue flat up against her clit soft groaning finding my own pleasure in the way she tastes.

I started to suck softly innocently looking in to her light colored eyes while she took a hand full of my hair guiding me to eat her out. I quickened my pace and her body gave out feeling her hips jerk she quickly came on my tongue cleaning her all up. "mm." I murmured.

Mila took a few breathes lifting me up kissing me passionately devouring the taste of herself
on my lips.

she's not a want anymore, she's a need.