"Do you have people over.?" I questioned looking over i was hoping it wasn't a boyfriend or something. "No no I think I left the light on." She softly smiled grabbing whatever she needed out of the car.
I felt my phone starting to buzz in my pocket glancing down at it knowing it was hayden clicking my phone off. "Who's that?" Mila nudged me, the notification made me irritated. "No one." I smiled slightly trying not to frown.
"Yeah cause casper has a contact" She said sarcastically. "It's fine leave it." I said opening the car door. "if it was that blonde you'd answer." mila mumbled. "Fuck mila im not even with her officially anymore otherwise i wouldn't have fucking kissed someone earlier." I blurted out slapping my hand over my mouth realizing exactly what i had just said. "The fuck?" She scoffs. "Who the hell? what do you mean?" She quickly turns to me questioning.
"its fucking fine i saw that guys boxers on your fucking floor don't start." I closed the car door again before other people hear us. "No shut the fuck up Who.?" Mila snaps. "Hayden." I groaned hitting my back up against the seat. "I didn't even fucking want to." I crossed my arms.
"Right before we just?" She looked at me and I could tell she was getting more and more upset. "I needed you. he wasn't what i needed and you are so i fucking chose." I rested my head up against the seat rest. "I thought you were screwing some guy anyways so why does it matter?" I said softly. "Thats my fucking exes luca." She scoffs getting out of the car slamming the door shut going inside.
I didn't want to follow her in so i just sat in the driveway hitting my hands on the steering wheel. I want her so bad so bad so bad and my mind being everywhere didn't help.
I started the car again leaving the drive way driving around the block looking around all the houses trying to calm myself. I didn't even know if she wanted me to stay the night at this point so i stopped by a coffee shop going inside sitting at a table booth as the waitress takes my order i just got hot coffee to make it easy. I didn't feel very hungry especially after that argument.
I checked my phone to see if she had messaged but she still hadn't. And all i wanted, was for her text to pop up on my phone .
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Secret admirer part 2
FantasyThere's a lot of trigger warnings basically involving everything so uh read at ur own risk