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bat. (kaylaspov backstory.) part 1. ⚠️‼️TW SUGESTIVE VIOLENCE! ‼️⚠️

i had minimal friends throughout my whole life. i moved to willsberry last year, which ment i had a fresh start. i knew no one and no one knew me. i mean, no one really ever actually knew the "real me" just fake versions of my self i would make up specifically for them. i had many sides of myself. i was often alone at my home. mostly because my parents were always doing something that involved work, they kind of just forgot about me. i don't think ill ever get that. why have a kid if you never pay attention to them..? i mean, i guess i have it better than some people, i had a really nice house with plenty of food. i had a lot of spare time so i usually would just fill it with random things to do, like sports, scouting, and even just walking around. i was always by myself. i guess i just learned to tune other people out. my only real comfort was softball and wrestling. no matter how many sports i'd sign up for, i some how always came back to them. I had a bunch of time filed with nothing, and no one, but i also had a bunch of time that was filled with softball and wrestling, they were all i had. i have many on and off depressing episodes, of where i would have no motivation to do anything. but i was always there to pick myself back up.., at least i never gave up on myself. last week i had a really bad episode, and i ran away. no one has came looking for me, so im still not home.
i've been here at the baseball field for about a week now. almost never eating. i haven't heard from a human is so long, the last person i talked to was my mom, on a call, three weeks ago. *i've been hitting the same ball for hours now, i'm just gonna lay down on the bench for a while..* i accidentally find myself falling asleep. *why did you leave me mom.* "AHH WHAT THE FUCK!!" i jump up from sleep to see a human? no. that is no human. it's all mutated and weird. i quickly jump up and swerve around it to grab my bat. "i-if you come any closer i-i'll kill you!!" i say making a threat to the mutated human. it's slowly comes closer to me limping. *what the fuck is wrong with it??* i swing my bat as hard as i can, definitely could've been a home run. its head splatters all over my face. making me puke immediately. "WHAT THE FUUUCCCKKKK!!!" suddenly a thin boy with straight brown hair, a girl with short ginger hair, a girl with high pig tails, and one of the nerdiest boys i've ever seen come around the corner, staring at the thing lying there. i actually just smashed someone's head. and i got caught. "i-it's not what it looks like!! they were trying to attack me! i-i didn't murder them i swear!!" i say, tears forming in my eyes. stuttering and slurring my words. i break down falling onto my knees, covering my face. "hey., it's okay.. it was just a zombie. if you didn't do that you would've died." says the boy with the straight brown hair. "i- a what..?" "a zombie!" says the ginger. "you should come with us.. the people you know are proably, uh....." the boy pauses.. "just come with us, we'll take you to our base, the mall." the girl with the pigtails interrupts. "i uhm- okay."