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yim.          point of view

tutor put his hand on mines and separated them from fiddling around, "tell me why, why your scared of me." i shook my head and backed up, "yim, is it because you missed me?" i shook my head and sighed, "yeah i'm obviously scared, you creep me out, use me like a doll, and no one can do anything about it because your a god damned richy-rich!" tutor looked at me while i was speaking and that made me immediately in a lower tone, tutor was so.. towering?
"yim, open your mouth." i shook my head and my hands crawled up to tutors chest, slightly pushing him, "no, i know what your gonna do, tutor i don't know why your doing this and moved onto another topic like you didn't hear me." tutor nodded and got closer to me, his chest rising on mine, i felt his warmth breath next to me, his finger fell onto my lips, forcing me to slightly open my mouth, he then pit his lips on mine, i tried to push him away but his hand gripped onto my waist, i finally managed to push him away, i sighed and watched tutor use his hand to wipe off spit on the side of his mouth,

"damn yim." i looked down and sighed, what ruined me was that my heart raced to tutors lips on mine, and when he grabbed my waist is caused a turmoil in my body that was uncontrollable, "tutor i.. said i didn't want to.." tutor backed away, i looked up at him and his hand fell onto my face, he had a different look in his eyes, another fucking annoying thing was that i couldn't help but accept it everytime, he always had this look like he was sorry for hurting me, "i'm sorry, yim." he tucked my hair behind my ear and rested his head on my shoulder, "i'm really sorry i just- i can't easily hold it back." tutor fell back and looked at me, "during my time abroad i couldn't see you and- and i missed you like crazy." i nodded, my hands drifted around tutors waist and i hugged him, not knowing what we were or why i kept forgiving him, tutor hugged me back and kissed my head, backing up and looking at me,

"i missed you." i don't know if i missed tutor, was scared of him, or had mixed feelings, i really didn't know and it was going to be hard for me to figure it out, "okay." was all i could say, but he still found that amusing, "your cute, you say okay but your blushing." i pushed tutor away and walked out, as i was about to, tutor stopped me, "can you come to my house?" i slid my hand out of tutors grip and bit my lip, shaking my head and running away, once i found my way to the main party i saw nunew looking worried, he grabbed me and inspected me, "yim where the hell were you!?" i turned around and there was tutor walking in the party after me, he brushed past me and nunew as i looked back at him, "that's where i was." nunew sighed, "yim! learn to say no!" i sighed and thought i kept making excuses and i knew that, "my dad would disown me if i had rejected him." nunew scoffed in annoyance, "seriously, do you like him? is that it?" i shook my head and looked around, "im gonna go, have fun!" i walked to the bar place in the party, passing by others and also saying hello, getting to the bar i sat down, not many people here because there were tables and people talking to others, next to me was a guy wearing all red, he turned to me and i looked at him too, quickly turning away at that awkward moment

"narak." the guy muttered under his breath, i definitely heard it but ignored it because i had a weird feeling, i ordered a small alcoholic drink and the guy next to me just got his drink, taking a sip out of it and turning to me, "are you yim?" i turned to him a bit scared but i nodded, "yeah, who are you..?" i adjusted to my seat and he smiled, "im not evil or anything, its me keng from high school?" i gasped and soon found his face, "keng? really? you changed!" he laughed and inspected at me, "you too, your hair changed and you lost your face." i tilted my head, "my face?" he scoffed, "your resting bitch face, people used to say you had one." i furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him weirdly, "and you thought that?" he shrugged, "i mean-" the bartender cut him off by giving me my drink.