The night grew darker as shivansh felt his uneasiness increasing....
What's happening to me?" This thought roam around his mind....
Here.. one more night..shivika was bearing all the tortures of her husband though she still tried to ran away.. or stop him.. but she knew its her destiny and she couldn't ran away from it ....even if she want
At late night
"Leave me!! Leave me please let me go!! " A girl kept shouting and pleading the man but it's of no use he slapped her
" Ahh!!! Shivaanshh!!" Suddenly the girl shouted and shivansh opened her eyes in a shock...
He realised there was sweat beads on his face....
" What was that..." He whispered and though about the dream ,the girl ,the man....
" What is happening with me?? Who is that girl?? Damn it why is she coming in my dreams again and again?? Ohh God I have gone mad!" Shivansh thought and went into kitchen
Picking out a bottle filled with chilled water ,he gulped it down in one go...
" Shivu?" Suddenly he heard a voice and moved back to notice his mother deepansha,
" Mu-mumma... " Shivansh said nervously he also don't know what's happening with him...
" Shivu yaha itni late ko kya kr rhe ho?" His mother asked
As he shooked his head and showed her the water bottle....
She smiled and went away not before saying him to sleep and don't wake up till late.
He nodded and went to his room
And slept while thinking about this dream which was coming again and again from last week
Next day.....
Shivika opened her eyes.. and again her vision become teary
She wiped off her tears harshly and tried to stood up from the floor
Her sould was already dead.. it was just her body who was working,her mind was blank again...
She started feeling disgusted of herself thinking she couldn't save herself and even everyday it happens with her but still she couldn't even take a stand for herself... She is good for nothing
The pain inside her was devouring her....
Her patience was getting finished... Today after a long time she broke down....
She kept showing everyone even to herself that she is strong no matter what she is brave but at the end she know .... Now no more pain is there where she can bear but she have to it's her destiny..
" Why?? Why only me mahadev?? Why!" She cried as the cold water splashed as her body.. from the shower
" Kya koi nhi hai humari life m jo Hamse pyar krre?" She asked herself
" Pehle mujhse meri maa aur baba ko chin liya ,ek pal ki khushi di thi tanhi jaisi dost ko dekar pr wo bhi chin li or to or mere khud ke Mama aur mamiji ke pass de diya jinhone ... Jin-hone mujhe kisi ko bech dia.. k-kuch pa-iso ke liye wo i-tna n-iche gir gye.... Fir ji-sne mujhe kharida.. w-wo mujhe torture krta hai ... Aap hi batao koi hai meri zindagi m jo mujhse pyar krega?? Mene socha tha ki atleast ek ache husband to doge aap to meri parwah krega jisse mujhse p-pyar hoga pr nhi... Nhi mahadev aapko daya nahi aati? Roz yu mu-mujhe tadapte hue dekh-kr? Arre mujhe bhi maa-baba ke sath bula liya hota na aapne.. kyu!!! Kyu meri hi zindgi m itna dukh hai!! Isse acha to m ussi raat mar jati" shivika shouted scratching her nails in her own hands... Which started bleeding but right now the body pain is nothing infront of her inner pain and trauma
Today she bursted out... For how much time a person can hold their tears??
After crying a lot today she came out and wore a light pair of kurti and plazo ....
Today it was not her exam but they have to be present at college because today the duties will be allot of everyone for the upcoming fest of college....
She was excited for the fest but now her mood was off... Her eyes were red due to crying,her cheeks were red ... Her face and body still have belt marks.. which maybe fade away with treatment and time but the pain will never fade away from her life....
She have accepted it all...
At college
Shivansh was today again lost thinking about the dream he is getting rapidly! The same dream...
In which a girl is being dragged by a man.. she is begging him to leave her... She is asking for help but who is she?? Her face was never clear in his dreams....
Kabir saw him lost again and asked him
" Shivansh?? Kidhar kho rakha hai tu itne dino se?"
Shivansh couldn't hide anything from kabir and told him about the dream
" What??" Kabir shouted
" Tu mental hospital ja be ilaaj krwa terko nashe hore hai" kabir said and tanhi too joined him saying
"Sahi m mujhe bhi yahi lagta hai"
They both laughed but shivansh glared them
After some time....
Everyone from 1st , 2nd and 3rd batch were called at the hall...
" Everytime we alloted duties accordingly years batch but now we want every year student to be merge and help each other " the principal of the school announced as everyone became excited....
The teachers one by one. Divided students into 10 groups...
And luckily
Shivansh,shivika,Meera,eesha,tanhi and kabir plus 24 more students were alloted in the same batch they were given the duty to look after decoration for the fest....
" Omg my all friends are in same group yay!" Eesha shouted and hugged evryone she introduced Meera to everyone...
Meera was eesha's best friend...
Who is side of akaay raghuwanshi
Shivansh remembered he have seen akaay in some magazines and all but he wasn't aware that he is married!
He was shocked but happy ....
His eyes weren't leaving the innocent yet beautiful face of shivika which has turned pale due to crying....
He wanted to ask her what happened to her but he couldn't.....
After 2 days...
It was there last exam which went well
And from tomorrow the fest is starting
So shivansh's group was discussing about work when he noticed shivika at a corner,her eyes were red ,face pale ..... She wasn't talking to anyone ... Even tanhi tried to talk her but she just nodded everytime or replied with a small yes or no ...
And why would it not happen? She has suffered alot in these years..... The pain inside her was devouring her... Her mind was thinking why she didn't died too? Her soul was broken, she was devasted... Though she tried so much to come stronger every time but now she can't .. she gave up .... Gave up on everything
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