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Part " 7 "

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Pravat looked at his hand holding the cigarette and spoke

(You shouted at me saying that I am a person without feelings and that I do not understand what you feel.  But seriously, I have feelings, I am also human like you and I have a heart and can love.

I also lost someone, someone close to my heart who was part of my soul and you…. You look like that person....and seeing you reminds me of him, your laughter and smiles, your behavior, your frowns and your anger, everything about you reminds me of him)

Ated did not say anything and continued to listen, staring at Pravat as he spoke and staring at the ground

(I was thirteen years old when I met him. I had just learned to shoot under his father’s training and I met him in my father’s office. He was very young. So young that I thought he was a four-year-old child, but I was surprised that he was eight years old.

He was very lively and active and loved to play, especially playing. In my room, around me, or everywhere I was, I did not prevent him. On the contrary, I loved him His presence around me. until ....)

Ated said, asking

( until what ?)

He quickly closed his mouth when Pravat looked at him, who smiled and there were tears shining in his eyes, then he looked away and looked back at the sky.

(Until that fateful day. The house burned down with him and his mother...and my joy burned inside it.. At that time I realized that I had lost him completely.. He is my moon, my sun, my happiness, and my laughter. And on the day I lost him, I knew that I had lost myself.. I am in great pain, Ated.. I miss seeing him and his voice.

I do not wish for anything now except to see him, even if the cost is my life.. You resemble him in name, appearance, stubbornness, and harsh tongue, and even when you cry, you resemble him.. I have come to believe that you are him, and that is why I prevent you from leaving the house.)

Pravat looked at Ated, who was crying and trying to suppress his sobs as he looked at him. Pravat tensed as he wiped Ated's tears and tried to calm him down, forgetting about the tears that made their way down his cheek. Ated moved his hand and gently wiped away Pravat's tears, in addition to Pravat staring into his eyes.

Pravat slowly approached him, their breaths mingling together, Ated closed his eyes involuntarily, holding the edges of his coat. Pravat considered it as approval, so he kissed him gently... Ated did not know why he responded to him this way, but he wanted to deepen his kiss.

Pravat noticed Ated's attempt to keep up with his kisses and noticed that he was a beginner at kissing, and this proved to him that he was the only one who was able to kiss him. He moved his hands, holding Ated's face with his hands as he kissed his lips deeper, sucking the upper lip for a few moments, then letting it go and going down to the lower one to kiss and suck it forcefully.