A Court Of Thorns And Roses -Lucien Vanserra

5

I walked to Feyre's room and nock on the door. A few minutes go by and Feyre opens the door. As soon as she saw me she instantly pulls me into her room.

"Vi. We need an escape plan," was what she said as soon as the door closed.

"What?, Feyre I'm not going to try to escape," I said in an annoyed tone.

"Are you out of your mind!?" She yelled at me, "Your going to stay with these flesh eating Faerie's!?"

I glare at her, "What do you have against faerie's so bad huh!?" I yelled back at her.

"They ruined our world. Destroyed our lands!" She yelled back.

"IT WAS THEIR LAND FIRST," I take a deep breath to try and calm myself," Feyre there are always two-sides to a story. What happened was Five HUNDRED years ago!"

"You're only saying that because your brother was a Faerie lover!" Feyre yelled at me, " And it's a good thing he died!"

I glare at her, "He didn't just die Feyre he was slaughtered. My entire family was slaughtered. And Mali was slaughtered!" I yelled back.

"I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAVED YOU!" She yelled at me in rage.

"YOU SHOULDNT HAVE! I WOULD HAVE GLADY DIED BY MY BROTHERS SIDE!" I yelled back.

Feyre grabbed the nearest vace and threw it at me. It hit me in my head and I stumbled back.

Blood trickled down my head as I said, "The day you shot Andres was the day you lost my trust, my faith, my friendship, my everything!"

"I didn't kill him you did!" She yelled at me.

"BECAUSE HE BEGGED ME TO END HIS PAIN AND SUFFERING! I heard him begging to die and I killed him," I start breaking down a bit as I choked down a sob, " I killed a Faerie, I promised Baji I'd never hurt a Faerie unless it tried to kill me!"

Feyre glared at me and I left her room slamming her door. Blood trickled down from my head to my neck as I held my sorrow and breakdown in while walking because there were servants roaming about.

As I go to enter my room Lucien steps out of his. He stares at me in a weird way as I completely ignore him and enter my room, slamming the door shut. I go to the bathroom and look into the mirror and start cleaning up my blood. My rage is overwhelming me. I punch the mirror shattering it to pieces and just destroy everything in sight. The lamps, bed, dressers, absolutely everything.

By the time I finished with my rage I huddled myself in the corner and just cried. I cried until I fell asleep.

I woke up to Alis shaking me. I open my eyes and slowly get up.

"What in cauldron's name happened to you? And to this room," Alis said with a plate of breakfast sitting on her lap.

"No disrespect but I'd like to be left alone," I said, my tone dry and monotone.

"Well then here is your breakfast and I'll grab you for supper," she said as she tried to hand me my breakfast.

"It's okay. I seem to have no appetite right now," I said pushing the food back towards her.

She stared at me as I laid my head back down and closed my eyes.

"Did something happen between you and that other human?" She asked.

"Feyre's hatred is carved into her mind, heart, and soul," I said.

Alis didn't reply but I heard her leave the room.

All

I

Did

Was

Sleep

And

Sleep

Then I heard the door open and the familiar sound of Alis' boots but one slight difference.  A firm hand grips my shoulder and softly shakes me awake. I open my eyes and see the golden haired Faerie.

"Why have you slept all day? Alis tells me she tried to wake you but couldn't," the Faerie said.

I groggily get up," Sorry," I said weekly.

"Let us eat dinner then," he looks around at the messy room, "and I'll have someone clean this up."

He leaves the room and I followed. My hand immediately fuddles with my pendant.

"What is your name?" I asked the golden haired Faerie.

"Tamlin," he said after a few seconds of silence.

"I'm sorry," was all I could mumble out.

I saw his jaw clench and his hands turn into fists.

I frown, "you don't have to forgive me but know it's a heavy burden to carry in my heart."

I never hated Faerie's. I loved Baji and Mali. Their love showed me a lot. Mali actually drew attention so that Baji and I could run away. My brother was never the same after that. But he still loved me.

Tamlin opens the door and walks to his big seat plopping down. Lucien glares at me. Feyre sits at the end of the table staring at me with a look of regret. I stare at the food, my stomach growls but I don't think I can face Feyre right now.

"I'm not hungry, " I said as I turned around ready to leave.

Only to bump into Lucien, "If I hear that one more time. I will surely shove food down your throat." He said, he must have heard me when Alis came for breakfast.

Tamlin orders, "Sit and Eat Vi or you will surely die."

I turn around and face Tamlin. Lucien is already back in his seat and Feyre glaring at me. I glare back at her and sit directly in front of Lucien. His robotic eye widening a bit. Feyre makes a Tch sound making me glare daggers at her. Ungrateful bastard! I hear feyre's voice say.

Earning my head to snap to her, "What!?" I said in a threatening tone.

Feyre glared at me, "I didn't say anything !" Feyre barked back.

"You called me an ungrateful bastard Feyre. I heard it," I said, Fayre looking at me confused.

"I did no such thing," she said.

I roll my eyes and hum in annoyance mhmmm.  I grab a chicken leg and start to grumpily eat it. One bite and my anger faded as I quickly ate the chicken leg. And not so pretty either. I grabbed whatever I could and stuffed my plate with food. Completely ignoring Feyre.

I point at the red liquid in the goblet, " what is that?" I asked.

Lucien chuckled, "Wine darling," his eyes widened a bit at his words and Tamlin looked at him confused.

"Wine?" I repeated questionably.

I grab the goblet and sip it. Immediately I spit it out spraying Tamlin with my spit/wine.

"Ugh, blehhhhh that's disgusting. It tastes like a hand cleanser, I once stole," I said putting the goblet down and looking up.

Lucien snickers looking at Tamlin which makes me look that way as well.

My eyes widen and I immediately grab a napkin and wipe his face, "ahhhh. I'm sorry."

Tamlin grabs my wrist stopping me from wiping his face any more, "it's fine."

I sat back down chowing down on the food. Feyre made her leave already.

As I finish eating my plate I got to grab more but the food disappears, "Hey!" I wined.

"Anymore and you'll barf," Tamlin said.

"No I won't. I'm not anorexic," I wined out.

"Lucien. Take Vi back to her room please," Tamlin ordered making me pout.

Lucien goes to argue but suddenly stopped," Sure why not," he said with a tight smile.