Forever Favourite (ON HOLD)

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Sid was so happy..and this incident was giving him confidence that he can do something to get his Naaz back.

FLASHBACK:

Sid and Naaz were preparing for the project and they have to  present it the next day on a function organised by their school. So, Naaz and Sid were practicing for it, Naaz had to give the speech regarding it and Sid was  also involved in that, also they decided to perform a skit for better understanding to others. So they were preparing for that

Naaz: Ufff...my god mai to thak gyi ye sb krke...accha jayega na sabkuch

Sid: Aree tu itna tension kyu leti hai, mai hu na tere saath...agr kuch accha nhi bhi ja rha hoga to bhi accha bana lenge saath mai

Naaz: Promise?

Sid: Haan meri jaan promise.

Naaz: Chal sahi hai..mujhe bhukh lagi hai khana kha le?

Sid: Haan

Naaz was eating food and was making Sid also eat the food, like she promised to him. They were so happy with each other as if they dont need anybody else to complete them, they are completed in a certain way when they are with each other.

Sid's father who was also the trustee of the school came to visit the school and was surprised seeing them

SF: Waaah, ye ladki kaun hai...jske haatho se Sid khana kha rha hai, itna close to ye apni maa ke bhi nhi hai

Meanwhile he clicked the pics and send it to his wife who was somewhere in London piled up with her works

SM: Ye hamara beta hai?

SF: Lag to whi raha hai..

SM: Who is that girl? Pehli baar dekha hai

SF: She is Shehnaaz Raichand..naya admission hua hai

SM: Oook...khair thk hai I have a lot of work, bye

SF: Hmmm

SF look at Sid and felt happy, after a long time he saw his son happy, carefree and not being punished by teacher..as a father it felt bad seeing his son suffering all alone but conditions never matched. They had a lovely family, a beautiful one, he loved his wife a lot, and then she announced her pregnancy...they were quite happy. When Sid was born, he felt his family is complete and there is nothing else from god he could ask for. But who knew life will take a drastic turn, Sid's mom got a job at LA which was like her dream job. She went there and thats when things started taking a toll on them, long distance was becoming hard...too many fights, and what not..Sid missed his mother but went to her during his summer breaks but he didnt know his mother and father didnt share the same relationship like before, he was quite small.

The fights they continued for 3 years and when Sid was 8 it was decided they both will take divorce, they understood their love was toxic and it was better to part ways.. His mother could not leave her dreams, and somewhere they understood with time it was not meant to be.. but they did not want Sid to know about their divorce, because it can have a bad impact on him..so they hid it from him, Sid's father used to stay with him but it was decided Sid will not meet his mother till he reaches a age where he is able to understand and thus Sid started asking questions why he was not taken to LA and his father had no answers, and no courage to face him...Soon he stopped coming to home, and thus, Sid suffered a alot as he was alone most of the times, he became a bad boy with time...no caring attitude..but deep down he missed his mother, father and his family...with time..he started hating them to his guts, he disobyed them, started hating the word family...and never showed affection towards anybody. 

Still it was decided by them to tell him things when he turned 21 and now are waiting for the same, but both of them keep a check on him, his mother called him twice per week and his father came home to meet him, but things were not same..and it hurted him that he did that much wrong with his Son, but nothing could be done.

Sighing he looked at him and felt happy...his kid was smiling after so many years. He prayed god for his son's happiness.

FLASHBACK END

Sighing he slept and called for a night.

Meanwhile Shehnaaz was wide awake thinking about her life...and why again she was getting stuck in the same thing. It was hurting her..that why things were again going back to square 1.

Anaya saw her and asked her: Kya hua neend nhi aa rhi?

Naaz: Nhi, aa rhi...something bothering my mind.

Ana: Kya hua everything good? Kuch hua kya you can share

Naaz: I dont know, just afraid about something

Ana: Do you need pills? Anxiety hori hai?

Naaz: I dont know

Anaya came and took naaz's head onto her lap

Ana: You okay baby? If anything is bothering you..tu share kr sakti hai..you know na teri bari behen abhi zinda hai

Naaz: Hmm hmm...accha ek bat btao...why things dont go the way we want them to...like why? jb hmlogo cheezon se deal krna sikh jate hai..tb achanak se wo change kyu ho jati hai? I hate changes Anaya, I hate it..I have fear of unkown, changes...jab life sorted lagne lagti hai..tbhi aisa kyu hota hai..ki everything disrupts?

Ana: Answer lies in your question, hum life ko itna sochne lagte hai, obsessed ho jate hai with our life..ki bhagwanji shows whatever it is nothing is permanent, aaj hai to kal nhi hai...changes se kyu darna? kya koi fayda hai? instead unn cheezon pe dhyaan do jispe tmhara...control hai..learn to embrace change..isse pehle nhi aaye kya? aaye na..they made u a better person..bus phr changes se darna nhi hota..you have to accomodate to it...it will always be for a good cause..maybe wo good jaldi na dikhe..but eventually dikh jata hai..to dont be afraid of changes..just learn to accept it..and you will see this fear will disappear with time.

Naaz got her answer and smiled.

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Sometimes likhne ka man nhi hota and sometimes bohot zyada likhne ka man krta hai..

Struggles of a writer..btw this is the update

Trying my best to make you all relate to the main essence of this story

Do tell me how was it?

Love u all