CHAPTER 9

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by Ellemae559

by Ellemae559

"I just want anything from you."
Loser Monologue
Sign Crushes Motorist

MAXS POV -

After the party ended , I had realised what I had said to Bradley. And what I actually did to him.. It was definitely wrong but think of all the horrible stuff he's done to not only me , everyone else at college! But .. I shouldn't of done it.

The next morning in class , I was sat in the back of the room with my textbook open and a black , ink pen in my hand. The doors suddenly opened and Bradley walked in , he looked like he had a rough night and all I could feel was guilt. I watched him slowly walk up the stairs and take his seat beside me. There was such a heated tension. Our professor was waffling on about something geometric shapes and how to use them? It made no sense! But Bradley understood. He sat there writing with his fancy cursive handwriting. God it annoyed me. I was writing but I looked across at Bradley and his facial expression made me feel so bad. His gorgeous blue eyes was watery. He looked as if he was gonna cry. At first , I hesitated. But then I slipped my hand on his knee. "Are you alright.?" , I whispered and all I got was a nod back as he placed his hand ontop of mine.

BRADLEYS POV -

Max put his hand on my knee. He didn't even squeeze it , he just rested it there and all I can think is .. How does he not hate me? He has every damn right too. Fuck I almost killed him!

MAXS POV -

I slowly moved my hand away and as I did so. The bell rang. Echoing the room. I stood up and as I walked past Bradley I felt his soft hand against mine for a split second and it made my heart race. But I just continued walking away so I wouldn't have to be near him. I felt too bad. But we definitely needed to talk it out! We both fucked up at the end of the day. I pulled my phone out my pocket whilst walking too my next class , I clicked on Bradley's contact and began typing .. " meet me at the skatepark at 7 tonight." , and tapped send.

In History , all I could think I about was well .. Bradley? And it was so embarrassing and I could never admit that I was actually thinking about him instead of doing my work. I was sat next to Bobby and he realised I was in a daze and elbowed me. "You okay Maxman?" , "I'm fine Bobby don't worry ." , I chuckled , I adored Bobby. He was my bestfriend and he cared so much , but he was something Bradley almost ruined aswell.. yet all I wanted was to be kiss- sorting things out with him. God my head was full of complicated thoughts ..

Me and Bobby went back to our dorm and I was now obviously getting ready to meet Bradley. And Bobby was just giving me .. a mom glare? I wouldn't know I never had one. "Your not meeting Bradley are you?" , He spoke and I gulped whilst putting my shirt on , awkwardly laughing. "Ha! No! You know what happened at the party obviously I wouldn't be meeting him out of all people. I'm just going to skate." , I spoke .. weirdly fast which made Bobby raise an eyebrow. Leaving him skeptical. I yanked my skateboard from under my bed and left my dorm room .. leaving and making my way to the skatepark.

When I got there. Bradley was stood there with his arms crossed , phone in hand. "Your late." He spat while walking closer to me as i hopped off my skateboard and holding it under my arm. We walked off from the skatepark and sat in a field , watching the sunset. It was quite romantic actually.

"So what did you wanna talk about freshman?." Bradley finally broke the silence. I looked at him and sighed. "Well.. What are we?" , Them words made him laugh. "Nothing? Max baby I nearly killed you." , He moved my face to look at him by my chin. How can he say we're nothing but then pull a move like that? It was so fucking annoying. "Yet your calling me baby? Bradley open your eyes. We clearly like eachother! You just need to sort yourself out. Your fucking narcissistic ways.!" Bradley .. snapped into reality. Like he looked shocked? "You've almost killed me . And I shouldn't forgive you for that. No normal person would. But fuck Brad I love you and I want us to be together!" , I looked at Bradley and he looked .. shocked. As if I had just pulled a knife out on him. He gulped as I shuffled away from him just staring at the orange sky. "I love you too." Bradley mumbled and my head slowly turned to look at him .. our faces were quickly only inches away until our lips pressed against one another's. And it quickly escalated .

I had my back resting in the long , green grass with Bradley Uppercrust the III ontop of me! I had my hands rubbing this thigh whilst our tongues were rubbing against eachother. I suddenly felt Bradley's hand take mine and slip it down his boxers which startled me.. I pulled away from the kiss. "Brad.. not here." .. "Well.. Come back to mine then baby." , Bradley's voice was desperate and flirty. And god I couldn't deny the offer.

As we crept upstairs to Bradley's bedroom , I didn't even get through the door fully before I was yanked and pushed onto his bed..

SEXUAL WARNING!!

Bradley's hands began exploring.. He took off his jumper and began unbuttoning his shirt as I took off mine. Suddenly , we was just in our boxers and my heart was pounding through my chest. Too the point it actually hurt a little. Bradley's hands tugged the waist band of my boxers as he looked up at me. "Can i?" , He asked and it felt so unreal. You never hear someone asking for permission. But I obviously nodded and as he yanked down my boxers , he did the same to his own and we was both left completely bare skin. He pushed me down onto my back flat and positioned himself between my thighs and my legs was resting on his broad shoulders. He spat on his hand and rubbed it on his shaft before pressing the tip against my entrance which made me gasp. Making Bradley chuckle .. "baby it's not even in yet." , and as saying that , with no warning he put his full length in and I couldn't help but scream in pure pleasure , he slapped his hand over my mouth seeming tank was just downstairs watching tv.. "shh baby." , He gulped as he slowly moved his hips. back and fourth in a hypnotising pace which left me holding his wrist and moaning softly into the palm of his hand. Bradley had soft occasional moans , grunts and wincing. He felt so amazing aswell. And Bradley was good at this. He was telling me how beautiful I was whilst everything. We had sex for atleast an hour!

Once we was done .. Bradley just got dressed and sat on his phone whilst wiping his forehead. Leaving me to get dressed and cleaned up by myself.

What?