Iris Frost's Diary

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4 September

Zayn's demeanour is changing. I don't know why .

I did realise it a few months back but since the last two days, he's acting like a total asshole.

Cursing everyone who gets in his way and getting into unnecessary fights. Something is wrong with him.

He doesn't have a girlfriend and he isn't interested in any girl so nothing bad on that side. Family problems maybe?

Come to think of it, I've never seen his parents. I've been to his house two three times before though.

He lives in a damn MANSION. He is from an old money family. His room is literally thrice the size of mine. He gets everything he desires and doesn't get beaten or taunted. What else can you possibly ask for?

I don't understand what the fuck is wrong then.

I and Tara have been trying to convince him to tell us but he just shrugs us off.

Today while going home, Tara told me that maybe it's because of a girl but I don't think that's the case but asking doesn't hurt. So we're gonna ask him about it tomorrow.

Plus becoming the president is such a big hassle man!

We have to allot duties to all the other council members. I almost lost my temper when one of the sports leader started scowling at me.

But then Zephyr stepped in at the right moment and controlled the situation.

He seemed like an extraordinarily quiet boy first and I thought that he was a weirdo. But after I started talking to him I realised that he's actually a nice guy.

Guess having to share my position isn't as bad as I thought it would be.







10 October

It's been a month since I wrote in this diary. Shit is getting very tiring so I didn't have much free time.

Although it's been just a month, many bad things have happened.

Zayn had been acting weird. So the next day, after I wrote the last entry, while eating food, I asked Zayn if he's so restless because of a girl.

He went quiet for a few seconds and glared at me. Then he said, "Seriously Iris?"

I felt kinda small and asked the motherfucker to tell me what's the matter or else I would burn his entire mansion.

He looked down at the bread in his hand briefly and his grey orbs darkened.

"I wish I could do it myself." He whispered to himself with a sadistic smile.

I kept on asking him what's wrong and he just shook his head and said that everything is fine and smiled at me.

He smiled didn't reach his eyes. It was the most fake smile I've ever seen on anyone's face. Yet it looked so so perfect and that made me feel very bad.

Zayn never really made an effort to smile for someone. If he feels like something or someone isn't intriguing enough, he just keeps a straight face. He doesn't even smile to respect the feelings of the other person.

He is clearly going through some bad shit right now. I really want to help him but I can't without knowing what's wrong.

I hugged him from his side. He stiffened at first but then wrapped an arm around my shoulder.

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