Dear Samuel,
I'm gonna miss you and all of our good times. like the time you said you loved me and would never hurt me, but I guess that was lie. I'm sorry to leave like this, but I think it's best for me, I'm moving in with Nate for a while until I can think of an excuse to move back in with my parents, or find a house of my own. but don't worry about me, cause clearly you already dont. I saw everything that happened with you and Kayla at the party, I didn't think you would really do it, but I guess I was wrong, and I see you and Kayla have a thing, i wish the best for you and Kayla. I'll always have a place in my heart for you Sam but you won't. I'll miss you.
Lots of love, Addeline
•Sammys POV•
I read addys note. I started to cry, and I never cry.
But Nate I can't believe him, he takes my now ex-girlfriend and lets her move in with him.
I'm going over there to talk to addy, and Nate.
I arrived in about 5 minutes.
I knocked on the door and addy answered, her eyes got big and then she closed the door.
But then it was reopened by Nate.
"Why did you take her, my girl, my true love?" I asked.
He just laughed in my face.
"Your true love, then why do you cheat on her every damn time?" He shot back.
I looked at addy who was standing behind Nate.
"I need to talk to her, alone" I sassed.
Her little fame walked by Nate and out the door next to me.
"I read the note, and I'm sorry. literally Kayla means nothing to me, you my girl and my everything, your the one that keeps me on the ground and the only reason why I went with Kayla was because of a dare, and I knew if I didn't I would be te-" I was cut of my lips being smashed into mine. i immediately kissed back.
I felt electricity flood though my veins, I knew she was the one, that's why i always carried around the ring with me, waiting for the right time. And I think now was it.
I pulled back and said "your the one, your the one I want to be with forever, I love you so much Addeline May. and I hope you'll forgive me and help me change into a better person."
"Sammy I want to be with you too, but you've made the same mistake to many times, like I said in the note I'll always love you, but now might not be the time."
Tears blurred my vision.
I blinked and let them run down my face.
She stood there as I walked away, she saw my tears.
As I was in the yard I took the ring out and through it on the ground.
I looked back at addy one last time before getting in my car, she had tears in her eyes and was walking toward the ring.
I stopped and watched.
She picked it up and examined it then looked my way.
•Addelines POV•
I picked up the box he through on the ground and opened it, it was an engagement ring.
But I didn't go back to Sammy, I kept it.
I knew if I went back to Sammy now is just get hurt again.
As much as I wanted to my legs wouldn't do it.
<couple weeks later>
It's been weeks and I hadn't heard from Sammy, so I decided to go back and check in just to make sure he was alive.
I unlocked the door and entered into a messy apartment.
I walked over to the living room and saw Sammy in his boxers and socks watching some TV show.
"Sammy." I whispered.
"Why'd you come back." he asked not even looking at me.
" I wanted to check on you, I want you back but I know it's not the right choice"
"Why isn't it" he said still not looking me.
"Because I'm just going to get hurt again." I whispered.
Then he got up, and came really close, I backed up into the wall.
"YOU REALLY THINK IM GONNA HURT YOU? YEAH I HAVE THEN BUT IVE LEARNED MY LESSON. YOU HURT ME MORE THAN ANYTHING, YOU CANT JUST TALK THINGS OUT INSTED YOU TEAM UP WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND JUST WALK OUT ON ME." he yelled.
He started to raise his fist, but I slid down the wall in tears. he lowered his arm and looked down at me.
"Im so sorry, I'm a mess without you I need you back Addeline, I need you." he spoke.
I looked up at him and brushed the hair out of my face, I needed him to.
"Alright Sam, I'm willing to talk this out with you, and for you to stop making the same mistakes. so fair I still can't trust you that you'll change, but I'm willing to help because I don't want Untrusted Love." I whispered.
Then someone knocks at the door. Sammy answered it, while I stayed in my position against the wall.
It was my sister.
My face was all red and my eyes were puffy so we're Sams.
She saw me sitting against the wall in a little ball.
"OH MY- I SWEAR TO GOD SAMUEL IF YOU SLAPPED OR HIT OR HIRT MY SISTER IN ANYWAY I WILL RIP YOUR NUT SACK OFF AND SHOVE IT DOWN YOUR THROAT." Haiden screamed in his face while shoving him against the wall.
"LAY OFF HAIDEN, HE DIDNT HURT ME, I HURT HIM" I screamed over her voice.
But she said was pretty funny.
"What did you do?" She asked much quieter.
"Wellsamandhisfriendswenttoapartyandweplayedtruthordareandsamaaskissknganothergirlandsoileftwithhisfriendnateand now I live with him for now because I left sam." I slowed the ending down.
"Sam what did you do?" Haiden asked him.
"Welliwasdaredtogoinaroomwkthkaylaandyeahshithappenedbutididntwantitsheforcedit" he said all in one breath.
"DAMMIT SAM" she yelled again.
"Now do you want me to tell dad?"
"Haiden I swear to god if you mention this to mom or dad I will tell them your little secret."
Her eyes got wide. and she did the zipper thing with her mouth.
***
I helped Sam clean all day, and I decided to would spend the night. my first time sleeping with him, not being a couple.
Adds💕😈- uh don't get mad, but me and Sam are trying to work things out and I'm gonna spend the night, so don't wait up on me. love you💕
Skate🏂- not mad. but have fun and don't let him hurt you again, stay safe love you too💕
I feel bad for Nate, he's always had a huge crush on me, actually all the Omaha guys did, but Johnson and gilinsky have moved on.
But when I kissed Nate I didn't feel anything, but when I kiss Sammy, it's like the Fourth of July in side me. cheesy but I don't care cause that's how I roll.
Me and Sammy went to bed, he started to put his arm around me but pulled it back fast. "It's fine Sam." I said. then he pulled it arms around me and I snuggled into his chest.
I missed this so much.
A/N: double update? Yeah I'm proud. I really like this book so far. anyway,
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