~thruth hurts~

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by sxsinsinxs
by sxsinsinxs
                                    
                                              Next day
Jennie's POV:
I think my enemy became my love, I love that man.
"Ah sure." didn't he understand it was fake or was he pretending. I know he was pretending but i'm scared to say something i'm scared to get hurt again.
Sometimes two souls are meant to meet, they understand each other more than they understand themselves. 
It was the end of the weekend and we all got ready to sleep. I was walking back from the living room from 11th grade. I felt a hand pushing me in an empty closet. 
"Riki?" I whispered. "Jennie" he looked at me like he looked at the stars. "Yeah what's wrong why am I randomly in a closet with you." I looked shocked. "I know it, I know everything." "What do you mean Riki?" 
"Why you didn't move when that book came to you, about that scar on your stomach, why you're always silent, I know what you went through." He cried and hugged me. 
"Riki, it isn't your fault, don't cry." I hugged him back and a single tear left my eye. He looked at me again while pulling away. 
"Don't you care how I know about everything?" "Actually no, you probably wanted to know it for a reason and I accept your reasons."
"Why did you expose me? Why did I never hear this sentence coming out of your mouth?" he asked, still crying. 
"I'm actually glad that you did it, not my dad." I said, looking at the ground. "You already know the reason, then I see." he smiled softly. What did he mean? 
"What do you mean?" that words slipt out of my mouth.
"I know you don't like crowded places or when people get close to you, I didn't want you to get too many attention more after what I heard about your trauma, so i did it infront of only our class i think it's better then in front of the whole city." he laughed, and i laughed too. He knew me so well but how.
He leaned in but I turned my head around. "What is wrong?" he asked, confused. "Riki if you love me, please just let me go" 
I didn't want to tell him that I'm scared to become close with boys because of my dad and mom. He only knows I'm hurt because of the abuse.
"How can I let you go? I just can't." he looked at me sad. "Our love isn't meant for this world and if it is it will come back so just move on and see if fate brings us together." I tried to smile but I know I love him.
"Will you promise me that you will come back one day to answer my love?" He stuck his pinky to me. "One day I promise you Riki, my enemy lover." We made a pinky promise I would never break.
We both laughed. 
"I think we need to go back to our dorms and not be in a closet." I said while laughing. 
"Yeah, I think so too.'' he grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of the closet. god damn i know i broke his heart but it was for our own fate. 
We went out to buy ice cream at our campus, the sun was falling, it looked like the world was falling down. "The sunset is beautiful right?" I asked Riki. "Yeah it is."
THE MEANING OF "THE SUNSET FALLING IS BEAUTIFUL''
It means you love someone but you need to let them go...