chapter 5// the changing

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*camis POV*
Ethan pulled out a joint.
" what is that? " I asked acting like I didn't know what is was
" nothing just put it in you mouth "
Ethan lit the joint and gave it to me.
" ethan no. "
" why not babe? "
"First of all. " I said smiling.
" I'm not your babe.. And I'm not gonna smoke something. I've never done it before and I don't want to ever. " I said.
" Cami cmon. I promise it takes all the pain away. Like I promise I wouldn't do anything to hurt you I promise.... "
" ethan... Idk.. "
Ethan just looked at me.
I took the joint out of his hand and looked at ethan then back at the joint. I put the joint in my mouth and blew out the smoke. Before I could say anything ethan kissed me. I pulled away and put the joint back in my mouth. I took it out and blew smoke again.
" so how do you feel? " ethan said while smirking.
" umm I feel like I can let loose. Like nothing matters " I said
" good. " ethan said while actually smiling.
I did a few more puffs and got up. Ethan stood up and grabbed my waist and pulled me against him. Our faces were inches away from each other. Ethan leaned in and so did I. Our lips touched. We moved our lips in sync.
Ethan moved his hands down to my butt. And then squeezed my butt. Hard. I jumped and screamed. Then laughed. Ethan and I decided to go home. I was walking to my house when Ethan said
" hey.. Do you want to come to my house? "
"umm yeah sure. " I then remembered my mom didn't want me in the house.
" hey ethan? "
" yeah? " he said
" can I sleep over tonight? "
" of course " ethan said smiling
" umm well I'm gonna go get some clothes and shit okay? "
" yeah that's fine I'll be at my house "
I walked inside to see my mom sitting on the couch.
" Cami I'm so s- "
" mom shut the fuck up. "
" excuse me? " my mother said
" you heard me. Your fucked up. Your a hoe you have a husband! Why the FUCK would you be fucking someone else! You have a husband who makes lots of money and loves you, but no you had to fuck it up, dad was nice enough to fucking stay with you and pay for shit for you but your just a whore who doesn't appreciate shit, all you want is money, and most of all you never loved me, so go fuck someone else while I pack cause I'm leaving. "
" your right. I never loved you. " my mom said
" good cause I never thought you as a mother. And trust me. I wouldnt care if you left me. I'd be happier with my life. "
" get the fuck out "
" I'm gett- "
" NO GET THE FUCK OUT!!! YOU DONT DESERVE CLOTHES! GET OUT AND DONT COME BACK! "
" I hate you "
I said and left. I walked over to Ethan's. /// sorry I haven't updated in a while but I just got my new phone so idek

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