You looked back to see ethan. You turned to face him.
" hi "
He said
You didn't say anything you just sniffles cause you were crying.
" were you crying? "
You still did not reply to his question.
" Cami... "
Ethan said.
Cmon talk to me.
" if your not gonna talk then I'm gonna make you smile "
Ethan crashed his lips onto mine.
Your eyes shot open and saw ethan staring right back into them. You closed your eyes and let him kiss you.
He was waiting for you to kiss back. You gave in and started to kiss back. ( I mean who couldn't kiss ethan?)
He smiled but you didn't.
Ethan pulled away.
" why aren't you smiling!!!!?? " he said kinda laughing.
" ethan. I'm diagnosed with cancer. "
He face looked like he just saw liam get shot.
" w-what.... " he said
" no I'm jk ethan "
" I fucking hate you. " he said and turned around.
You started to cry cause that was the truth.
* earlier before she met ethan *
" hello miss Cami are we here for a check up?? " the doctor said.
" umm no actually. Ive been throwing up a lot lately.. Like a lot. "
* checks and does his stuff and tests my blood and shit *
* 2 hours later *
" okay, we've found that you are... Diagnosed umm.. With cancer.
* the flash back thing over *
You wrapped your arms around ethan.
" I love you ethan " you said while still crying.
He didn't reply.
You unwrapped your arms from ethan. And stared at the ceiling.
Just crying.
Just thinking.
* thoughts *
All of these softer voices in my head are confusing me..
" when will you die... "
Said a soft voice
" hopefully soon. A darker voice said
" no I don't want her to die. "
The soft voice said.
" but I do. And she will and I can't wait. "
The dark voice said.
" stop. "
Said an unknown voice.
The voices stopped talking for a while.
" who are you.. " said the soft voice.
" I'm me. "
Said the unknown voice.
" I'm not dying anytime soon. I wish I would but I'm not. " said the unknown voice.
And after that the voices stopped.
* thoughts over *
Before you knew it you fell asleep.
You woke up to hear the door open. You looked and saw ethan right by your side with his arm around you. You looked and tried to get a better view of who it was.
It was lip.
" lip what the fuck??! " you whisper/ yelled
" oh shit did I wake you?!? "
" obviously stupid. "
I said.
" sorry. " lip said. You got down from the bed and walked over to lip.
" I told ethan about my cancer... " you said while hugging lip.
" what did he say? "
" all he said was " what " and I said I was kidding and we got into a fight. "
" who didn't you tell him cami "
" Cause he would hate me!? "
" were gonna tell him tomorrow. Go to bed please its three in the morning. " lip said while tightly hugging me
" okay " I said as I drifted off to bed. ///// DID YOU GUY LIKE THIS CHAPTER?!?!? COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK SHOULD HAPPEN NEXTTT
