My Koala

Renewing The Past

I had nothing much to do at this part of the day, it was 4 PM. So I laid in my bed and started listening to music.

In my past life, I wasn't very fond of obsessing over song artists and writers.

I mean, they're just trying to live life the way they want to.

Who are we to judge and direct their song release schedule?

And who are we to claim they are "the best"?

But, I do love listening to Will Stetson's Covers and original songs.

I laid still, listening to his English cover for "Eine Kleine", since I never listened to it before

It was calming...

But the chorus made me feel... Like my feelings were understood.

"Even though the pain never ends, I'm torn into shreds, you smiled there beside me. All I ever wanted to do, was to show you one too, and say that I was happy."

My thoughts drifted to Kara, it's as if everything felt connected to her.

Kara...

My eye lids felt heavy, and I succumbed to slumber.

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I was smoking in an alleyway, holding a bottle of beer with my left hand, then I snapped out of it, I looked at my reflection with the bottle.

I... Was me?

My light blue hair, my brown eyes, my eyebags...

I'm... Me...

But how...?

I'm dead...

I died with Kara in my arms, sobbing...

I dropped the bottle and ran out of the alley, I found out that I was facing the gate of my highschool, Academy of Saint William.

I shook my head.

"I must be dreaming..."

I mumbled to myself, while entering the Academy.

Ahh, I forgot that I used to drink this early in the morning...

It's almost like I never drank ever.

I stopped... The moment I got to know Kara...

And I've known her for years.

Six years of pure bliss...

Then, I saw a sight that horrified me...

Ryo, the man I was now... Had his arm around Kara's shoulder..

Huh...?

What am I supposed to feel?!

Upset, because she's with Ryo,