"TARGET ON OUR BACK"
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ERICKA
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"Ericka don't ask dumb ass question like that what the hell do it seem like" trip said with an attitude sitting back as X pull off driving to an hospital
I looked out the window trying to process it all it was to much going on, to many unanswered questions that started hurting my brain at the thought, I started to go through my first love but now ex boyfriend messages between us
It always bring me comfort but when I think about what he REALLY meant In those messages it brung me to tears while I was in deep thought X started to play one of his older songs "Vice City"
I carefully listened to the words and his words kind of hit to close to home I looked at him as he focused on the road
We was far from an hospital the nearest hospital was an hour away so we sat in silence listening to X song "I got an question-" before I could finish Redd turned the radio loud so my voice wasn't heard
I sat back and just listened
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Once we finally got to the hospital they rushed trip to the emergency room and that left me and x to be in the waiting room
After 2 hours of waiting the nurse came to inform us that he bled out a lot of blood and they don't know if they need to draw someone else's blood
And even though me and red are siblings we aren't the same blood type and the doctor said "if you can't get a donor then he may not make it" then she walked away, X put his face in his hand
And my leg started bouncing and I started fidgeting with my hands
I was having an anxiety attack my heart was pounding and my mind was clouded with "whys" and "what ifs" questions to myself my breathing became uneasy so I guess Jahseh noticed and put his hand on my fidgeting hands temporarily calming my mind
I called my mom...
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"Y'all let them get away what the hell" ??? Said "sorry but it was X that was the issue" ?? Told "take him out."...
