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Disappointment

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I packed my bags, my love, my thoughts, and my jokes, and decided to be silent and stay away until the questions of the night surrounded me and I needed an answer. I wish I had preferred to sleep and not asked. I slept with remorse.
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In our world, we were the most beautiful couple. He loved me very much, and I loved him indescribably, but as time passed, problems began to creep into our relationship, and happiness turned into chaos.

  In a moment of courage, I decided to step away for a while. I wanted to give each of us an opportunity to think and contemplate, to rebuild ourselves and find a way back to each other in a stronger and more beautiful way.
  My decision stemmed from a deep love for him and our relationship, even though his heart was against the idea of ​​moving away. He sacrificed for me and made me a sincere promise that he would wait for me and would not abandon me.

And that we will meet in a more beautiful world, with a blessed solution.

Days passed, and the wind carried her away from him, and suddenly, the peace was broken by a message from him confessing that he had been talking to a girl for a whole month. He was frank and told me himself, perhaps out of transparency or perhaps out of remorse.

Our relationship is over forever, leaving behind memories of love and broken promises.  But I kept wondering

"Was I wrong in my decision to walk away? Or was he the one who didn't keep his promise?"

Our story is not just a tale of love and separation, but rather a lesson about promises and honesty, and about difficult decisions that may be the only way to grow and progress.

In the end, the memories remain, and the hope remains for a new encounter in a more beautiful world

I finished the last words of my book, which contains my disappointment and my broken story, publishing it under the title:
'Let me down'
Sigh with a broken voice, preventing my tears from falling
He doesn't deserve it, as my mother said

I opened my phone to browse for a little while so that he would forget my sadness. I went to my page to smile at the messages from my fans. Most of them were praising my sad books and that they liked them, and others were describing their sadness and similar events.

I received a message from a person who has been messaging me a lot lately, even though I never responded to him, he did not give up.

He was the only one who asked me
“When your words are filled with sadness, and when your fingertips, which God created for flirting and kissing, write wounds and pain with a pen that bleeds blood instead of ink.”

Then I really smiled sincerely, because even he was not flirting with me like that. This is what made me smile at flirting with a stranger

I replayed the conversation where he left the last message he sent at 7:30. I guessed he woke up at that time and sent it before he even took a shower, but I'm not going to lie, this message really made my day.  

“I rose to say hello and greetings from a weak and frail human being deeply in love with a pure angel who had descended to earth at the wrong moment, making me fall for him.”

I turned off my phone to get up and get breakfast, even though I'm bad at it, but there's no harm in trying. After I got engaged to Seunghyun, I started living in a separate apartment for him, and also because he told me that my age allows me to settle down alone to enjoy our comfort together.