Against the law[JENSOO]

Tell me

Jisoo wakes up from the first rays of the sun that playfully twinkle on her hair... Silence... And only the barely discernible sounds of cars reach her ears...

She runs her hand over the pillow. She frowns and opens her eyes abruptly... She's not here...

For a moment, it seemed to Jisoo that last night was nothing but a dream... But still, after blinking a little, the girl clearly realizes that she fell asleep in her wife's arms.

She looks around the room. There's still no one here but her. It's still quiet here.

She sighs and stands up... Another morning started without Her...

***

In the afternoon, the girl reluctantly went to the meeting. While she was there, her mind was occupied with at least something other than her wife.

And yet, tiny thoughts about Her flashed by. Thinking about how good she felt with Jennie yesterday. From her mere presence next to her, she already felt warmth and a certain security. Support.

She remembers her concern. Even when they "broke up," Jennie still cares about her. No matter what. And from these thoughts, Jisoo just wants to howl...

She misses her...

***

-You're here.- Jisoo states the fact, entering the loft and looking at Jennie sitting quietly. She closes the door and takes off her coat, takes a step forward. Jennie continues to sit on the couch with her arms crossed over her chest, and then, with a heavy sigh, stands up.

-Uh, yes.- Jennie replies, looking around the loft.- I wanted to pick up some more things.- She answers, scratching her brow thoughtfully. Jisoo freezes at the threshold. She just looks at Her.

She wants to cry again, because the words are treacherously stuck in her throat. She hates herself for not being able to say the main thing....

-Don't leave.- Jisoo just asks quietly, fiddling with her sweater. She looks down

-Don't start this.- Jennie's voice is cold. She stares at her wife, and then picks up her bag and heads for the door.

-You can't leave me.- Jisoo says, turning to the girl. Tears come to her eyes. Her hands begin to tremble, and her heart begins to beat painfully.

-I can.- Jennie raises her voice irritably. The conversation goes back to the old course. Jennie doesn't like it.

-Damn, you have to stay in this fucking house.- Jisoo raises her voice, pointing at the floor. Jennie raises her eyebrows in surprise, and then throws the bag on the floor, and coming a step closer, pokes her finger at the girl.

-I don't fucking owe you anything.- Jennie growls, looking into her wife's eyes.- I don't have to live in this house. I don't have to live with you.- She points at the girl.- And I certainly don't have to suffer because of you!- Jisoo stared into the furious eyes opposite.

-Do you love me?- The girl asks quietly, lowering her head down. Jennie's gaze wavered. She looks at the girl and she just wants to escape from this conversation. To run away from her and not suffer.

-I hate you.- The brown-haired girl hisses.- I hate you. You've ruined my fucking life!- Jennie's voice is already rising. Jisoo immediately looks up into the eyes opposite. She starts to get angry.- You're so selfish. Fucking selfish. This whole marriage, the worst mistake of my fucking life.- She waves her arms.- Speaking of loving you... This is my punishment. It's a curse to love you. You.- She points a finger at the girl.- You fucking hurt me so much. I don't deserve this fate.- At the last words, Jennie just yelled.

-Stop yelling at me.- Jisoo snaps, pointing her finger at the girl's chest.- Do you think you're better?! You tied me to you, and then you left me. You lied to me about love and just left. I hate you.- Jisoo growls. She stops talking. The first tears fall from her eyes.

Tears flow down her cheeks and she just looks into the eyes opposite and how they shoot lightning. She sniffs and wipes away her tears.

-What the fuck is this?- Jennie raises her eyebrows, pointing at herself.- Is it my fault? Am I to blame for being with you? Am I to blame for putting up with your stupid habit? Is it my fault that I agreed to enter into this damn marriage to save your ass?- The girl is already breathing noisily through her nostrils, looking into her wife's tear-stained eyes.

-You.- Jisoo snaps back, wiping away her tears. Jennie runs an irritated hand through her hair.

-I hate you.- Jennie repeats again, looking into the eyes opposite.- I hate you.- She shakes her head without breaking eye contact.- You know what?- She snorts, pointing at the girl.- You're a bitch. You want me to be with you, but you've never even told me why.- The brown-haired girl hisses, and Jisoo's gaze hesitated.- You haven't said that once. You're a selfish bitch, Jisoo. You can't even fight your fucking pride. Is it really that hard for you? Huh?- She stares at me, and Jisoo just looks down.

-Just stay.- Jisoo asks again, raising her gaze to her wife's eyes. Jennie smiles a crooked smile.

-Fuck you.- She filters through her teeth, turning towards the exit.

-You're pissing me off.- Jisoo shouts after the girl, and she just irritably pulls on her shoes.- Whatever I say. You know everything.- She continues to scream, standing in one place as if rooted to the spot.- You know!

-I don't know anything.- Jennie snaps, pulling on her other boot. Jisoo continues to stand still.

-Come on, go away!- Jisoo shouts, waving her hand. Everything starts to blur before her eyes.- File for divorce and don't suffer.- She pauses at the last words. And then, she tries to take off the ring.

-What are you doing, crazy?- Jennie hisses. Tears treacherously rise to her eyes. Rage and fear are simultaneously splashing in the girl. About the possible end...

-I'm letting you go.- Jisoo yells back, still pulling off the ring. She holds it in her hands and just looks at it.- If you loved me, you would never have left me.- She screams and throws the ring somewhere at Jennie's feet.

-It's not for you to talk about love.- Jennie hisses menacingly, continuing to look at her wife. The girls can barely control their tears.- You'll never say that.- She snaps and grabs her coat and opens the door.

The first second... the second second... and the door slams shut...

-Go away.- The brunette shouts and closes the doors, tears are already streaming down her cheeks. She puts her hands to her forehead and just cries.- I love you, you fool.- She screams in one breath and doesn't hold back a sob. Her lips are trembling with tears.- I love you.- She screams again, as if hoping that she will hear. She's crying.- Damn it!- She waves her hand and kicks the couch hard.- Damn you!- She continues to scream, wiping away tears and pacing back and forth.- I love you, you fool!- She continues to scream, and then she stops. She freezes in place and just stares at the closed door. She's crying her eyes out. She sniffles, wiping her wet cheeks. Tears continue to run down her cheeks.

She just sits on the floor, leaning back on the sofa. She hugs her legs and just cries. She doesn't hold back her emotions...

-I love you.- She whispers through her tears, burying her forehead in her palms. She wipes away her tears and then runs her hand through her hair. She turns her head towards the door, and through her tears, barely whispers:- I love you very much....

Jennie is just sitting on the floor by the loft door, hastily wiping away her tears. Throwing her head back, she looks at the ceiling and barely holds back tears...

It's quiet outside the wall. No screams. No knocks. Nothing... She's staring straight ahead. She sniffs and wipes her tears, stands up... She glances at the door. She looks, and then wipes her tears again... She sighs and turns around and just walks away....