🪐ՏᗩTOᖇᗩᑎ🪐𝙎𝙊𝙆𝙐𝙆𝙊𝙐 𝙓 𝙎𝙄𝘾𝙆!𝙍𝙀𝘼𝘿𝙀𝙍 ᵇˢᵈ ᶠᵃⁿᶠⁱᶜ ꨄ︎

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 1☂︎

This is my first fanfic in this acc, so i hooe ya'll like it.. AND SORRY FOR ANY SHIT YOU WOULD SEE IN IT.

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Y/N POV

It was an hot day in summer season.... I hate summer... I needed to go to the school.. so indeed i stood on my feet from the bed and went to the bath room.

I ignored everyone in the house... So i don't get too depressed..

"Good morning sweetie" my mom said but she got no answer, i ignored her and went to up to my room to change my clothes.

My mom didn't except an answer as well.. i was like that since my dad died and she married another man.

I was comfortable when he isn't in his work so i end up in my room as usual.

Not important.

After I changed my clothes and went to the school..

After i arrived... I went to the class, and ignored everyone... My classmates who said "good morning Y/N-chan!" I went to my seat,

The teacher entered.. the teacher is the only one i don't ignore... She is... Kind, and explain the lessons so good... She always ask about me and make sure I'm fine.

She entered with a weird boy looks as the same age as me.. with a weird bandages around his arms, neck and knees.. that's weird...

"Introduce yourself." The teacher said... While dazai introduced himself "I'm dazai osamu, hope we gitting along" he said with a smile, That smile that enchanted everyone.

I couldn't stand him just standing there and say nothing, he is going to waste the time of the class!

"Miss, when the class is going to start?"

After that he sat in his seat that was beside me.. right behind him there was Nakahara chuuya.. everyone loves him, but he is a little bit... Cocky.. and so loud.. but now dazai stole the lights from him, chuuya didn't like that.

That's gitting fun...

What the hell I'm even thinking... It's non of my business..!

I looked back at the teacher that was asking about homework.

The teacher passed all the seats for homework. I gave her my homework while Chuuya was reprimanded because he forgot his homework at home..

"The dog ate it as usual?" The teacher sighed, and because she is kind she let him sit down and attend the lesson.

In the break time.

There was students eating, chatting, and stuff.

"Oi, dazai." Chuuya said to dazai standing with another student, "face me on a run round"

"Why would I do that? Who even are you?"

"I'm Nakahara chuuya, now that you know me let's go!"

"I'm not interested."

"HUH? I can't let you steal the lights this easly on your first day, what the hell!"

"Nakahara chuuya calm your voice you aren't in your home." I finally said to him.

"It's non of your business miss gloomy" he said annoyedly.

I wasn't going to sit in the class anyway...  I stood up and headed to the class door, i looked last time behind me...

chuuya was glancing over me one last time with annoyed look and then i disappeared.

I went to the library.

Searching for any calming book.

I found one, a novel. It's title is "stop pushing everyone away".

Am I the one who always pushing everyone away?...

The thought of it... My mom... That cocky chuuya...
My step dad... They wasn't bad with me at all..

I'm the one.. who is always... Pushing them away..

That's not good... I can't calm down at all... I think I'm going to borrow this book and take it home with me.

I went out the library, I left the whole building, because I went to the courtyard to take a last look at Chuuya and dazai, out of curiosity.

He and dazai was running, i wanted to know who would win so i stood there, dazai won.

And chuuya called at him because dazai annoyed him.

I laughed at my self and looked down at the book that was in my hand.

"Eh...?" A red drop of blood fell on the cover of the book.. i quickly wiped it off, but realized something...

I put my hand on my nose.. it was bleeding?

It's the first time somthing like this happening to me..

My vision come blurry and I got dizzy, that book fell from my hand and i leaned on The wire of the school playground in which Chuuya was playing in.

Coincidentally, a girl from another class, and she seems that the same age as me, she tried to wake me up, but she couldn't.

That's why she yelled "ANYONE PLEASE HELP!" to come to help take me to the school clinic.

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